leading a happy life.

2010-07-25T19:24:00.002+08:00

I dont know what make me feel like writing on blog.
In the past, I will feel like writing one because I am depressed or because I am too high.
But today, I jus feel normal. Nth special, except my injured feet.

There is always sth inside me that i wanted to share but dont know how to share and who to share with. I know I have alot of great friends around me that I trust and talk to, but it is really hard to open my heart and reveal myself. Sometimes I dont know whether I am acting all along or being my true self.. Maybe I never know which part of me is true, which one is fake..

I m crapping now.. Excited about the Thai trip ! Hope tt everything goes well.. After the trip, much more things waiting for me to settle.. How am I suppose to tell them ? Will they understand ? Nvm.. See how it goes..

Bye bye !

2010-06-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

Jus read some of my old posts. I wonder how i managed to crap so much here.
Actually i have a dramatic day.. but of course i m not going to share here. *daniel tan an ye is stalking me* lol.
I will tell u all when i have the chance.

I really think tt i m a terrible girl.. haish. nvm...
I shall be as terrible as i can.
I m not going to change anyway..
Bye.

2010-06-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

I am suppose to post something here.. bcos i know i still have readers ard. hahahs. STOP STALKING ME !
I dont know what to post.
Just to let u all know tt i love u ! tt all !
I will post when i have sth interesting n can share here. =)

2009-08-22T01:32:00.002+08:00

Just watched sex and the city after dwled it for so long.
Love the shoes, the bags and the dresses !!

when I was a child, I always think that I will get married at 20 plus.
I will have the greatest wedding !
Wearing my beautiful wedding gown, and everyone will envy me !
Fairytale life with my husband. Become tai tai.
We will have 2 kids. named xalvadora and xavier.
We will travel around the world, hand in hand.
Our kids will be good boy and good girl.
Then he will retired and enjoy life.

Two years back, I want to be like Carrie.
Getting married only after 30.
Have good career, able to earn lot of money and buy good things for myself.
I still want a grand wedding !
Imagine I got 10 plus bridemides ! I will have tough time choosing my bride of honour.
* actually i secretly made my choice on who going to be my bride of honour. heex*
After married, I still want my job.
I must prepared that he will dump me one day.
No more perfect marriage nowadays !
2 years after marriage I will have one kid. still named xalvadora and xavier.
Then the stories continue.....

Now, today, I want to be samantha.
I dont wan to get married.
But i wan to be forever in love.
I still want a grand wedding ! maybe a wedding alone ?
Then i will adopt a kid at the age of 40.

hahahas.
I m too free to think of all these !!
I always change my plan !

2009-08-19T14:26:00.002+08:00

can someone kindly tell me and constantly reminding me the definition of study week ?!!
I m totally in holiday mood now.
ever since friday until now, i haven even touch any of my lecture notes !!
k box with dara and pl, ng nuo nuo's birthday.....
busy busy busy busy. lol.

i m still very tired after staying over at nuo nuo's house !!
I slept for 12 hours last night but still very tired !!
nuo nuo's birthday is fun !!
buddy hoagies, ice cream, k box and cam whoring...
I wont go to other k box outlets anymore !!
jurong safra is the best choice !!
tt place is retro and nice...
they got the touch screen menu !!! FUN !!
the staffs are so FRIENDLY !!
the manager even gave us a free cake ! so nice can tt be !!
and is not those small small one !
LOVE THAT PLACE !!
first time tried their house vodka with spirte. not bad but i dont dare to finish them..
my face is already very red after few sips.
hahahass.

okok ! i have to start my revision now !! bye bye !
later still have to go koonlay's birthday celebration !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING !!

2009-08-11T12:34:00.002+08:00

I just did the colourgenic test after reading peiling'sblog.
It is so accurate !!

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

all of you should go and try it !!

I m not going to post my result here.
why must i let the whole world * ok maybe not whole world, but ppl who read my blog* know the true side of me?
All of you just have to know the 'ewen' that you know, you see, you touch, you hear.
I cannot change your view of me.
I m just a terrible girl.

The result actually tell me the problems that i had been avoiding.
And I still choose to continue to avoid.
Dont make me face my problems please.
I just want to run away from them until i forget, until i accept, until i give up.

Just go and do the test if u have the gut to face yourself. =)

2009-08-04T22:59:00.002+08:00

i know i m suppose to study now but i always have to urge to post when i m not suppose to.
my stupid brain keep on telling me to do sth else except study.
i really want to give up studying !!
but what can i do other then studying ?
i dont like to work....

i m unhappy now !
i think i m walking on the wrong path.
i think i m just imagining.
i think i m wrong.

ok. no one can understand me.

ignore me.

2009-07-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

i love my life.
i must love my life.

i have my family, my love, my friends, my food, my clothes, my bags, my shoes, my laptop, my hp....

i have everything i wan.
i m happy.

ok random post !
i jus trying to show off my life !
hahahas.

2009-07-24T18:31:00.001+08:00

seriously no comment.
we are 1 grp !
I love all of you.
bye.

*yippe ! bonitochico clearance at 10pm !!

2009-07-22T19:36:00.002+08:00

It is so despressing to read friends' depressing posts.
Everyone cheer up !! Enjoy life !!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU !!

lalalalas. i also not happy today.
all thanks to tt mr sir-gay !
he is so naggy and irritating !!
right to left, left to right !! WHAT THE DIFFERENCES !!
stop treating us as primary sch kids !

and cheryl jus told me tt the SAF guy who passed away 2 weeks ago had a gf.
and they had been tgt for EIGHT YEARS !
omg ! i stoned for 1 min when cheryl told me.
8 years !! I can imagine how sad that girl is.
how to forget an eight year relationship ?
how to forget a guy who had been with her for 8 years ?
I feel sorry for her !
Be strong girl !!

Death .. I will have to face it one day.
what can i do to protect myself from sadness ?
nth i can do. =(

2009-07-05T19:46:00.001+08:00

I am back to my boring life.
Depressed !!
sick of doing projects.
I m lazy ! no motivation !

My girls !!
when u all going to have gathering ?!!
I miss you all !!

2009-07-05T11:26:00.002+08:00

I m leding a confusing life now.
What am i trying to do ?
What am i trying to turn myself into ?
Am i changing ?

I am. I am changing every min every sec.
I might not be the one u used to know.
Accept me. Accept my changes and love me please.

I m not a bad girl.
Whatever i do is just to make myself happy.
Is it wrong to do so ?

2009-06-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

我一直以为我拥有我想要的全部，但原来当我真正停下脚步时，我发现我什么都没有。
我以为我有大家的关怀与爱戴，但大家都忽略了我的存在。
我以为朋友们最了解我，但却连我都不了解自己。
我以为我就是我，但原来我早已遗失了自己。

失去之后人们才会珍惜，但时间过了，你会发现其实那样东西并没有那么重要。
重要的是你现在拥有的。
不要再为了因为害怕失去，而选择放弃。

2009-06-22T01:30:00.002+08:00

1.31am..

I had been rotting at home facing my laptop whole day !
I place my laptop on my lap for almost the whole day and i think tt i can feel the radiation harming my body now. Bad habit !

Finally finished bai quan nv wang.. Cried when ruan jin tian cried. hahahs. lousy ! cannot stand handsome guys crying ! hahahs.

I suppose to finish my pbl and pass it to cheryl today. but i m jus addicted to online shopping and all those sprees. And i dont know why whenever i got hwk to do or have exams to study for i will start to have to ugre to blog. I think i m just trying to find excuses to avoid all my hwks and exams !

8am i have to wake up to work ! sian arh !!!!

let me summarise last week activities ! I had a happening week !

12th - 14th june :
we had a pharmacy bondin camp or maybe just 2po2 camp ! Had a great time staying in np loft. 2 sleepless night, horror stories sharing sessions, dancing, volleyball, pranks, macdonalds, twilight, white chicks, cards game, magic trick, camwhoring. .... I love 2p02 !!

15th june :
Girls gathering at sentosa !! and free movie by lee xinqi ! happy meal at marche ! except for tt $5.20 ice lemon tee ! hahas. Never forget the jump shots ! nvr succeed ! =)

17th june:
Got back my laptop from fujitsu centre after changing its motherboard which costs my mum $500 !! And until now i still dont know how my laptop is damaged ! it had dented edge now. haish. my poor lappie. After retrieving my lappie, i played pool with my dad at bugis. hahas. weird bah. It is my first time playing pool with my dad and i wondered why he is not surprised that i know how to play pool. anyway, i lose to him !*ofcourse* even though he only played with one hand and use the table as the support.... I m lousy !!!!!!

18th june:
Class outing again ! We went to pulau ubin to cycle ! I m super tan now after the sentosa trip and the ubin trip. and i jus found out tt i got triple tanline on my back !!! 3 different shades ! i dont know how to have even skin tone now. I hate my tanline !! but i still enjoy the sun ! surprisingly, i didnt suffer from muscleache or sunburn after tt ! hahahs. I m sporty !
After class outing, Went to celebrate dara birthday ! I m eligible to be a supergirl now. chitchat and watch tv until ten plus and went home. tiring day for me ! dara is super sweet to buy me bracelets from her london trip. It is so difficult for me to find suitable bracelets ! love tt girl !

19th and 20th june:
working working working working.... meet nice and chio working partners. dont envy me !

U see !! I have a balanced life ! family, classmates, friends, works .. all of them fit into my one week holiday ! hahas. I love my life ! ok. have to do pbl now ! bb.

i wan to watch drag me to hell !!!!

2009-06-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

gosh !!
One paper down !
I didnt study my micro well and is all proven in today paper.
I forget all my stuffs !!!!
Bye bye to my A.
haish..... At least i think i will pass the test.

Tml is the worst paper !!! PHCO !!
all the drugs name is killing me !!!

hahahas. oh yar ! i m suppose to post about the swine's method of memorising.
I m sure all of u will rmb them tml !!

OPIOID ANGONIST !

Mother - Morphine
Papa - Pethidine
Mother - Methadone
Fucking - Fentanyl
Chi - Codeine
Bai - Buprenophine

hahahas. I know it sounds unpleasant but it is the best way to rmb thing. all thanks to the swine's dirty brain ! hahahahs.

Good luck everyone !

2009-06-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

12.5 hrs later i will be having my micro test !
and i m still stuck at chap 2. sian arh !
i m tired of studying. i just feel like giving up everything.
everything in my life. i can just rot until i die.
but i m afraid that i will regret.
i always regret !!! i hate regrets !!!
why m i so difficult to please?

what is the purpose of studying so well and get good grades?
I dont wan to be pharmacist !!!!
haish !
i m such a idiot !!! bash me !

thanks for seeing my craps. i love you guys !

2009-05-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

how can chuck bass be so sweet ?!!
although nate is far more handsome than chuck but blair should go with him !
' Because I love her and I cannot make her happy.'
I always tot that tt sentence is a lie. It is just plainly an excuse to get rid of a girl.
But right now i actually understand that. completely understand.
I also need someone who know me that well ! =)

2009-05-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

I hate those people who invented online shopping !!
i spent too much on online shopping !
just bought a lace dress !
I cnnt control myself ! HELP HELP !

and my eye bags become bigger and bigger.
I am going to become frog soon.
and i have dark circles also !! tramautized !

I MUST SLEEP EARLY TODAY !!
Ok i m going to sleep at eleven !
from today onwards, i WILL control myself from going livejournal !

2009-05-10T22:45:00.002+08:00

There are lesser people believe in fairytales now. Maybe fairytales really doesnt exist. Maybe we just don't have the gut to create fairytales. I wan to have my own fairytale one day. I don't want to pretend anymore.

2009-05-10T03:14:00.002+08:00

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

2009-05-10T02:25:00.009+08:00

I had been so busy recently and so lazy to post.
BUT i still wan to show tt my life is happening. hahas.

went to bugis with jiaen and brenda today. wonderful day with the girls ! although i m really not a fan of cosplay or comic but i still wan to be in their conversation. lol .

having fun with my new pixon phone !!

lets prepare for the continuous 9 shots !

Totally unglam photos !! i dont wan continuous 9 shots anymore !!

I wan more money !!! I wan to shop ! I m controlling myself well today. GOOD JOB EWEN !

I wan a bag. I wan more clothes.

I had been online shopping lately.

and i got my stuffs already !!

I like my vest. the other spag is not as nice as i expected.

somehow i think tt online hsopping is a waste of money.

but i like the surprise when the stuff is sent to my hse and i can open the package. very exciting ! hahahas.

i shall continue online shopping.

I still wan real life shopping !!

2009-04-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

I NEED SHOPPING !!!!
THIS FEW DAYS I HAD BEEN SEEING CHIO BUS WALKING AROUND IN THEIR NEW CLOTHES AND I TOTALLY LOOK LIKE YEAR 1 !!!
I NEED A WHOLE NEW WARDROBE OF CLOTHES !!
I NEED A SHOPPING LIST !!!
I WILL COME UP WITH ONE SOON !! ( before GSS )

BABY I M COMING !!!!!!!

2009-04-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

i never know that i m so afraid of being alone.
how many nights had i dreamt of myself taking roller coaster alone or running up the hill alone ?
i cried.
i hate the feeling.
i m not going to keep myself inside my world anymore.

is so easy to become 2 but difficult to go back to 1.

2009-04-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

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tml sch reopen ! suck suck suck suck suck !!
first day of sch i will be in a class with no ppl i know !
and i have 'LIFE SCIENCE EVOLUTION' for 4 HOURS !!
suck suck suck suck suck !!

i wan my holiday back ! i promise i will spend it wisely this time !!
please please please ! i beg u !

2009-04-14T00:59:00.003+08:00

i seriously don't know what i can blog about.

my life is not happening at all !

i don't have fling, casual relationships, ppl asking for no., going clubbing, get into problems, problematic family... NTH !! NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE !!!

i jus led a very normal and boring life. i m glad tt i don't die being average.

today i have lunch with cheryl, shufeng and siwei at a weird italian restaurant, after the orientation briefing. we took such a long time to choose what we want to eat. fussy ! and the lady boss ( who is pretty and tall ) jus stand behind us and wait to serve us. is so stress deciding what to eat.

In the end, i choose beef tenderloin steak with garden salad.

I know the salad doesn't look appetising but it taste good. I don't really olive oil but i think they put sth like soya sauce and it taste salty. hahahas. maybe italian also eat soya sauce ?!

my steak !! hahas. the mash potatoes is very nice ! together with the sauce is wonderful ! the steak is too thick but is still nice !!

and after the main course, i had my coffee. i put 2 cupful of condensed milk and one packet of sugar. shufeng put 2 cupful of condensed milk and 2 and 1/2 packet of sugar !? he will suffer from diabetes soon. lol.

after the meal, we walked around holland v. and then i meet dara at orchard. i didnt bought anything !!! i m supposed to look for bag but i cnnt find one. however, i found one on the website tt dara give me. i don't the price yet. hope tt is not too ex !

we went mos burger and i ordered a medium size milk tea. it is served with 3 cupful of condensed milk and i poured all in. i drank half the tea, then i realised tt i feel giddy. i think is the total of 5 cupful of condensed milk tt make me giddy ! or maybe the caffine. i m having headache now !

i have to sleep. tml still have to work. good night !

2009-03-27T00:48:00.003+08:00

nice day !
nice movie !
nice friends !

i love today !

went out with dara,pl and gy today. we planned to eat whole day but in the end we only ate pratas and went to watch movie. i m so sorry that we watched confessions of shopaholic !! we promised to watch again during chalet ! hahaha.

our seat no is L-10 to 13 but a couple took our seats. so i asked them to check their tickets. and turn out their seat no. are the same as us !! i took their tickets and take a closer look. lol. THIER TICKETS' DATE IS 27 MARCH !!! and today is 26 MARCH !!! they bought TML tickets !! hahahahaas. but nvm. we took the front seats. what a stupid mistake !!! dara was saying that we were in time machine and they were from the future ! hahahas.

it is a funny movie !!! everyone should go and shop !!!

i m so excited tt the chalet is coming ! DARLINGS ! chalet is on this SUNDAY !! i think that most of them forget or didnt realise tt is this sunday !!

we are going to have lots lots of fun and enjoy our heart to heart chatting sessions. *hee hee*

i miss them, i always do ever since we graduate.
even though we still meet up occasionally but i still feel that they are very far away from me. i miss them even they are with me. lol. strange ! maybe because i knew that we will never be back to sec sch life and i m missing those times. i must stop myself from missing !! i must move on !!

2009-03-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

Darlings ! the chalet is postponed to 29-31 march. i wanted to book tml but too bad is already full. and we already tried to find the nearest date we can book. lol. please be free on those days !!!

wee.... ! i can celebrate my 23th month anniversary lol.

i will be busy from monday to friday ! i m working ! so pls dont ask me out and distract me or make me envy !

i wan to go k box !! saturday who wan to go k box ?

2009-02-24T16:36:00.002+08:00

tml is the last paper !!!
i think i m going to give up on this paper. i jus hope to pass. i don't wan to retake obc.
haven even start studying ! but the weather is so nice that i wan to sleep.

tml after 4pm is the beginning of my holiday ! YIPPEE !
i m going to work, play, shopping, read new moon, watch drama and movie, go chalets, hang out with the girls....... tons of things to do ! i m going to be so busy !

in order to pass, i have to study at least half the book ! ok ok. i going to study now. bye bye !

2009-02-24T03:33:00.002+08:00

to ewen:

Stop being a coward please. if u want to be happy and free, pls leave your comfort zone. dont be afraid of sadness and lonliness. you can survive. choose the path u wan and dont drag anymore ! u are hurting urself and many people. u had experience that before and i know that it really hurt but is only a short period of time. make ur decision ! don't go any deeper. be selfish once !

2009-02-24T03:07:00.002+08:00

insomnia again !

Jus watched 'he's just not into you.' always have problem reading the whole sentence out. dunnoe why. lol.

Quite a nice show. true and real, except for the ending. not every girls can be the exceptional. tt show really give a slap on lots of girls' faces. WAKE UP SISTERS !!!

Actually we know all this jus that we tend to throw all this aside and put ourselves in the fairytales that we create. even friends around will said nice stuff to console u. imagine if u said this to a pathetic friend who had been crying the whole night,

' STUPID FOOL ! tt guy is totally not into u ! go and get drunk and continue with ur life ! '

i think she will commit suicide ! or u might never see this friend again ! no one will like to listen to ugly truth.

hahahas. girls are girls ! lets continue living in our wonderlands ! who cares about guys ?! Make them suffer under our feets ! =)

*this post is only for girls !! *

2009-02-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

if any of u still haven study INPH, which might be impossible bcos tml is the exam, but in case there are someone out there still haven study, i got a good news for u !

me too !!!

is already 8.30pm now. and i m still on the first chapter ! tml 9.00am paper ! hahahas.

i m planning to jus crap through the paper. teacher said tt is all common sense and i think tt i have a lot of common sense ! hahahs.

good luck to me ! bye bye !

2009-02-21T06:07:00.003+08:00

just now i slept too much ! and i cnnt sleep until now ! is already 6am and i haven sleep yet ! these few days i had been suffering from insomnia. i need sedatives. * preparing of INPH* at least i rmb sedatives are used to treat insomnia.

jus watched the full version of luozhixiang's GAO XIAO mv. how come so many kissing scenes ! luozhixiang taking advantage of tt girl. lol. but the mv quite touching, although i don't know why they have to break up in the first place when both of them are in love with each other. i like the ending when he ran towards the girl and hug her from the back. sweet. =)

watch quite a few mv. liang wen ying songs are nice !

http://asukaworld.blogspot.com/2008/12/lyrics.html

watch her mv ! the storyline is very different. i m also looking for my courage and determination. can i also look for them at lost and found counter?

jus had my first paper. and i m already in holiday mood. my brain is so empty now but refuse to accept any information anymore. i want my holidays !

i m mentally and physically tired. i need to rest. switch off !

2009-02-18T19:06:00.002+08:00

Sympathy for the life of bacteria

If you were bacteria:

- You have 0.001 times as much DNA as a eukaryotic cell.

- You live in a medium which has a viscosity about equal to asphalt.

- You have a wonderful "motor" for swimming. Unfortunately, your motor can only run in two directions and at one speed. In forward, you are propelled in one direction at 30 mph. In reverse your motor makes you turn flips or tumble. You can only do one or the other. You cannot stop.

- While you can "learn", you divide every twenty minutes and have to restart your education.

- You can have sex, with males possessing a sexual apparatus for transferring genetic information to receptive females. However, since you are both going 30 mph it is difficult to find each other.

- Furthermore, if you are male, nature gave you a severe problem. Every time you mate with a female, she turns into a male. In bacteria, "maleness" is an infective venereal disease.

- Also, at fairly high frequencies, spontaneous mutations cause you to turn into a female.

- Eukaryotes have enslaved some of your "brethren" to use as energy generating mitochondria and chloroplasts. They are also using you as a tool in a massive effort to understand genetics. The method of recombinant DNA is designed to exploit you for their own good. There is no SPCA to protect you.

- The last laugh may be yours. You have spent three and a half billion years practicing chemical warfare. Humans thought that antibiotics would end infectious diseases, but the overuse of drugs has resulted in the selection of drug resistant bacteria. They didn't realize that this was only the first battle, and now the war is ready to begin.

- Humans think this is their era. A more truthful statement would be that we all live in the age of bacteria.

Quite funny ! hahahas. jus to relieve stress for all the pharmacist ! jiayou !

2009-02-18T15:34:00.002+08:00

This is the first thing i ever bought online !!
hahahas. hooray !
i m addicted to online shopping !
even though i haven get tt jacket. i hope tt is my size and the material is good
i only get to have it on mid march ! long waiting time !
maybe by tt time i already forget tt i had bought this.
i choose the black but now i think tt the caramel one is better !

2009-02-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

Unlucky day !!
played two round of mahjongs today.
won $1.20 during the first round but lost $7.00 at the second round !!
hahahas. super duper unlucky de !!

i m supposed to go out for only 2 hrs today but the mahjong keep on seducing me ! end up i spent my whole day outside ! i haven study my cmb at all ! i think i am going to fail on friday ! sometimes i really think that i should give up all my studies and enjoy my life ! how i wish tt my hobby is to study !!

i m going to mug until tml morning !
ignore me !

bye bye !

2009-02-16T23:19:00.002+08:00

I am supposed to buy my handphone today but cnnt meet my sis and i m so lazy to go out. wanted to play mahjong too but jus refused to step out of my room ! my room is in pink ! hahahas. lovely room !

What phone should i buy ? F480 or Pixon !? both got pink version !! killing me ! i wanted both ! maybe i can get F480 in gold. haish. cnnt make up my mind.

Jus tried online shopping ! hahas. the jackets are so cheap. i decided to buy both ! hahas. dara said is too hot to wear in singapore. who cares ! i m going to wear it to snowcity ! i wanted to go snowcity ! anyone ?!

i m so high today for no reason !

actually got reason but i m not suppose to say ! i had so many questions to ask her ! nvm. let her have her exams first ! during the chalet, i m going to bombard her like siao ! drink milo guy ! i m going to put milo around np and seduce him out. hahahas.

lalalals. nth else to blog about ! bye bye ! muacks !

2009-02-16T14:00:00.002+08:00

so fast and so sudden.
He passed away ytd.
We havent got to meet him to talk about the matter and we never had the chance to do so now. I shouldnt be so stubborn. Is just eighteen dollar ! And i m the one who initiate to go to the activity. He had spent time to organise and contact us but we didnt even tell him that we are not going in the end and the worst we can do is that we refuse to pay just because we think that we dun have to as we didnt hand in the consent form which means we didnt confirm to go. So sory. i will just pass the money to his parents. hope that he can rest in peace.Good bye.

2009-02-13T16:31:00.002+08:00

i feel so guilty now. please get well soon !! i return u the 18 dollars when u recover !!!

i m O blood group but i cnnt donate my platelets to u. i m not 18 and not 52kg !
i cnnt help you. i m so sorry.

although i forget how u look like but at least we meet before.
i m sorry when we gossip behind your back.
i m sorry that we didnt go to the event u organise.

pls get well soon !!!

i m evil !

2009-02-08T13:22:00.002+08:00

Sometimes maybe we should understand that, in our big group of 12 ppl it is impossible to call out everyone last min. ytd it is an accident. pls dun misunderstand that we had neglect u or treat u as outcast. ( if that is what you are thinking, cause sometimes i might think this way too.) Is jus that we thought you are not free or is jus communication problem. When we organise thing, we thought that all of u are informed but in the end, the msg is not spread to u and we jus jump to the conclusion that u are not free. so sorry. I hope that none of u think this way !! We must make every gathering of ours a happy one !!

love all of u !! all my darlings ! =)

2009-02-08T12:45:00.003+08:00

After saying that i wanted to highlight my hair for about one year !
I FINALLY HIGHLIGHTED MY HAIR !!!!
hahahas.

It was on impluse.
I suppose to jus accompany wx to cut his hair but in the end i highlight my hair !!!
hahahas.

First time i did sth bad to my hair.
hope tt my hair will not drop or turn dry !

I know i looked like a monster !

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After almost one hour, my hair is done !!!

hahahs. is red ! somehow i think that i look lyk ah lian. but wx said i look like auntie !!
*bash him up !*

ok study now ! bye bye !
hope to see u all soon !

2009-02-04T00:30:00.003+08:00

haiz !!
i finish my part for tml presentation but i don't dare to print it.
hahahas.
i scared i did it wrongly.
hahahs. lucky evon helped me to check !
finally i can sleep now !!!
tired !

looking for rabbit ears hairband for 3 hours today !
it is for the showgirls in our skit for presentation tml.
from westmall, to IMM, to westmall !
in the end, i bought tiara ! hahahas. bimbo !
tml dress code: yellow shirt + fbt + tiara ?!
weird combination !!!

spent 50 dollars in a day !!
omg omg !
i must save money !!!!

hope that tml presentation will go well !
jia yous the W.E.R.E !!

2009-02-02T20:39:00.002+08:00

dreamt of u again.
always try to continue with my dream the next day but u r gone.
always try to think of u in the day so that i can dream of u at night.
how i wish that i can record down my dream but i can't.
where are you ?
miss you.

2009-02-02T20:22:00.004+08:00

haish... having 3 tests and 1 presentation this week !

omg omg omg !

i hope that i can survive the week.

erm....

what am i suppose to blog about ??

i wan to shop !! *said it millions of times !*

i saw a charles and keith shoes tt i like !

tried it twice.

the second time i wanted to buy but don't have my size !!!!

@#$@#%$#^

i m going other outlets to try again !

hahahaas

went to watch movie with the girls and 1 guy/girl at the cathay ! bride wars is nice !
p.s watch with someone who has best friends ! only they can understand the show ! hahahas.

it is edible !! sweets !! all thanks to them !!! cute right ?!!

hahaahas. i managed to survive the lessons today with that tub of sweets !

bye bye ! have to study AGAIN !!! hope that i can concentrate !!! let me survive !

2009-01-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

I m tired of studying my cmb !

Jus now went to watch 'the wedding game'.
quite nice. not bad.
fann wong's skin is fabulous !
her skin is so fair and i think i hardly find any scars on any parts of her skin.
i m jealous again !!!
maybe i should go and do whitening for my skin.
but until now i still cnnt decide whether i wan to have dark skin tone or white one.
haish.
christopher lee is handsome
i think he need to train his muscles more !
hahas.

this kind of show can show at home. don't need to go cinema.
not worth it. lol.

2009-01-26T17:47:00.002+08:00

最幸福的事 - 梁文音

你撑着雨伞接我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂後来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它留在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱
最後一次最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置
是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
再难过其实只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置
是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始即使分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识
是最幸福的事

This song is so sweet !! love it !
love liang wen ying !!!
she is so pretty !
envy ppl with good look and voice. haiz !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

bye bye !

2009-01-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

first day of 2009 !
not a good beginning for me.
a bit too emotional today. haish.
nvm. at least i have a nice dinner and now i m happy again !

went sebas hose to countdown ytd.
we played mahjong for almost 9 hours ?
hahahahs.
5 cents 10 cents type.
i lost about 3 dollar plus in the end. hahahs.
ns is the winner !
a very bad tempered winner !
haahas.

and i finished reading twilight in 3 days !
managed to watch the movie immediately after i finish readin.
obviously the book is better than the movie !
the movie didnt even show how edward and bella fell in love with each other in the beginning and out of sudden bella confess to edward in the jungle.
but at least edward is handsome and bella is pretty ! hahahas.

welcome 2009 !

2008-12-27T01:55:00.002+08:00

" anything you all want, i don't want to hear any word from you anymore. i hate all those persecution. what's wrong being a christian? i won't even affect your life when i become a christian.i will show you that i will grow up while serving GOD and will never affect my study. i am going to 16 soon, can't i have my own decision of choosing which religion i want to believe? i hate all this, but i will still respect you because you are my elderly. trust me, i will be a better person and won't touch any bad habit like smoking, or skipping away classes anymore.all thanks to my sister and i get all those laughing and scolding from my family. you are great sis! i never expect you will do that to me. "

adapted from my sis's blog

the sis in the post refers to me.
and the elderly refers to aunt and mum.

ytd after dinner, my aunt was talking about my sis believing in christ recently. she think tt my sis is still not mature enough to choose to believe in a religion. is not about her age but mentally. she is easily influenced by her friends. and no doubt, her frens influenced her to believe in christ. and i m not saying that being chrisitan is bad but i dun think she seriously know wat is all these about. maybe she think tt is fun to go to church, knowing more frens and going to all these gathering. it is just the first two weeks that she had been going to church and she already get involved in many activities such as bbq with her cell grp members, staying overnight all those stuffs. my aunt is jus afraid tt she dun have so much time for all these after sch reopen. i believe she know how to organise her time but she might be distracted from her studies. recently i found her labelling her bible until 3 am for two days or praying in late nights. i m really afraid tt she is too into all these. she also try to pull me and my sis to her church. haish. she refused to talk to me now. dunnoe wat to do. jus hope tt she know we are jus worrying about her and not tt we dun wan her to be a christian. we dun have the right to stop someone from believing a religion. at her age, i also went to church and even pray to be a christian. but i didnt went to church every week. i m an irresponsible so called christian ? i dun think i wan to fix to any religion now. wat for calling myself a chrisitian and go to church when i dun convince myself to be one ? i jus wan to wait till one day, maybe when i m more mature, then i decide wat i wan. so chrisitans out there, dun try to persuade me or talk to me about christ, i will read the bible and make my decision. i wan to make my own decision. and lastly, i respect every religions out there so dun be offended.

2008-12-27T00:09:00.002+08:00

finally got the time to blog.
i think i had a birthday tt i will nvr forget.
ns got injured. is serious injury !
lump of fats on the ground.
is super scary !
lucky she is ok now.
at least she can still hop around.
lol. hope tt she can get walk and swim soon ! =)

and i forget to tell them i love their presents !!
and wx handmade presents also !
and the strawberry cheesecake !
hahahas.
and nvr forget the birthday dinner in changi hospital !
after tt stayover at sebas hse was fun too !

overall i had a happy and unhappy birthday ! special birthday !

x mas dinner at ns hse was fun.
thanks ns so much for decorating her hse and preparing a long table outside for us to have dinner.
thanks so much !
u r a great organiser ! (although there are some parts *ahem*)
hahahs.
gambled with the candy canes and the very stupid forfeit. hahahs.
and i got a great xmas gift ! MARLEY AND ME storybook !
the book is amusing. looking forward to the movie ! hahahas.
too bad tt i cnnt stayover.....
hope tt new year eve i can stayover !
anyone going to organise a new year eve's party ?!!!

nxt wed is the last day of 2008 !
so fast one year going to end.
2009 is coming ....
but it doesnt make any difference to me.
i m still a year one poly student when sch reopen.
sian !
doesnt make me feel any older....
lalalalas.

belated merry xmas ! enjoy ur last few days of holidays !

2008-12-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

after 45min, ...................

happy birthday to me !!!!!!

i m getting so excited now.
hahahs.
few emotions at te same time; happy,excited,sad,curious,happy,excited...

hahahahs.

i m going to be a birthday girl.
i loved being called a birthday girl.
make me feel like a princess...
hahahs.

call me childish or watever....
i forgive u on my special day ! hahahas.

omg ! i cnnt stop myself !

hope tt it wont rain tml !
please !!

omg omg omg !
i sound so bimbotic.. !
eeek ! i dont want to !

lalalalalaalalalalas.

i m sure i will not be able to sleep tonite !
maybe i can watch gossip girl the whole nite !
good idea !

ok...

39 mins to 12.00am...

i m going offline !
lie on my bed and wait for my great day to arrive !
i m going to be officially 17 !

* ok whatever. is jus a normal weekday for the rest, *roll eyes**

2008-12-14T16:36:00.002+08:00

i screwed up my ct !!
all thanks to friends and gossipgirl !
i m going to kill dara.
she is the one who introduced me friends and gossipgirl.
#%$#%$^

lalalalalas. ....

haish.
i m going to be one yr older after a few hours time.
sometimes i hope tt i can be older but sometimes i wish to be younger.
.......................
i jus dun wan to be older than 20 !
dont ask me why, i also dont know.
maybe is because at the age of twenty, i m considered to be an adult. a fully grown adult !
and i have to pay for everything with my own money, no more pocket money, and i need to contribute for my family fund.... omg !
haiz !!!
3 more years to go !
i mus enjoy my life now !!!!

usually i will feel very excited and happy when on 14 dec.
but until now, i still dont have the feeling that tml is my birthday !
maybe i have grown to be more mature.
birthday is jus another day for me ?

no no no no !

birthday is still a very special day !
only once in a year !
the day which u will recieve lots of wishes and presents !
yupp !
a bit excited now !

hahahaahs.

lucky until now i still dun have white hair or wrinkle !
hahahas.
hope tt they will nvr find me !
hee hee !

going pulau ubin tml !
i know there are some who dont like to go pulau ubin but i really really want to go there since very long ago !!
nvm... =(

happy birthday eve to me !

2008-12-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

gosh ! i cannot concentrate at all !
laptop in front of me and my lecture notes on my lap.
is still at the first page after few hours !
spent my time watching friends and gossipgirls !
oh god ! i mus concentrate !
tml is INPH test ! pls study ! u r not going to fail !

i m so distracted !

tml is wx's bdae and i haven even bought his gift !
gosh !
i m not a good gf. dun judge me !

haiz.... so many things not done and i can still blog.
....................

i m going to switch off my laptop !

yes !

i m going to !

no more gossipgirls !

INPH INPH INPH !

bye bye !

LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !

2008-12-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

some photos in malaysia !
i know i m suppose to study for my ct but nvm ......

At genting :

the entrance ! it is so crowded on tt day and we are lucky as we dunnid to purchase tickets !

it is so cold tt day and look at the mist ! is raining at the same time.

went to the chocolate factory ! is so cute inside ! remind me of charlie and the chocolate factory ! i love it !

my cousin,jane, and my little brother ! i even teach them how to pose !

overview of the whole theme park.

the chair is still wet and tt explain why they are squating. my bro gave tt nasty look. lol. ' i m not going to snatch away ur cheese hotdog ! '

while waiting for the ride ! lol. my sisters, brother and cousins.

i love this photo ! is beautiful !

trying to act cool again !

we are eating our cup noodles inside an antique bus ! cool !

hahas. my brother covered his eyes throughout the ghost ride. lol. still pretend to be brave !

baby cousin hao hao ! he look lyk an angel. only when he is asleep.

ok the naughty boy is awake.

xiang xiang and le le !

trying to act cute so tt i will gave him vanilla shake.

hahas. act shuai again ! buay tahan him ah !

baby yixuan ! she is only one yr old ! she is so cute right !!!! she will call u jie jie in her very sweet voice that make u melt ! hahahs. love her so much !

so throughout the whole malaysia trip, i m surrounded by all these cute babies. hahahs.

i should join guiyen in early childhood ! haish.

wat m i doing in pharmacy science!!!???

2008-12-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

i m happy once again !
hahahas.

today is not a bad day after all !

koonlay and peiling smsed me and said they miss me !
although koonlay sent to everyone ! she is so random !
but they really cheered me up !
at least i know they are ppl out there actually miss me !
hahahas.
i had friends !
really love all the girls ! they are all my darlings !!

and wx actually said tt he will try to eat veggie after my birthday !
hahahas.

miracles happen everyday !
yay !

a happy girl again !

i m not so good at being emo...
:)

2008-12-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

just having normal conversation with my sister, the sec three one, last night.
suddenly she popped up tt question, ' do u know there is any abortion centre ? '
i jumped up from my chair ! shock ! ' WHY?! '
' my friend got pregnant and was asking me but how will i know ? she don't want her parents to know about it. '

so relieved to hear tt !
so i was telling her tt her fren can go and do it in hospital without parents' consent.
she said her fren know about it already and going to do it the next day.

a 14 yr old girl has to undergo abortion !
is such a pathetic case.

why why why ?!!!

jus imagine tt it was my sister who experience all these... i will be so sad !
i bet her parents will be sad if they know that...

my sis is not in a good sch and she said tt many of her frens are from single parent families.
one of her frens even has a mum tt married 4 times ! and she kept on changing dads.
tt is so ridiculous !
i m glad tt i have a wonderful family, although quarrel sometimes.

i think sometimes family background affect the child life.

pray tt the girl will be alright.
the baby is so innocent.
he/she want to come to this world so much but she had take away his/her life.
pray tt the baby will go to heaven and enjoy his/her life there.

everyone !
please do not have pre marital sex if u are not ready !
u can have plenty of sex after u are married !!!
even wearing condom also not 100% safe ! is only 97 % !

no more abortion please !

2008-12-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

suddenly got a sense of loneliness.

pardon me for being so random. :(

lonely... i m so lonely.....

can anyone tell me who are my true friends ?

2008-12-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

hi everyone.
i m back from malaysia.
my body is back but my mind still wonder in malaysia.
i miss my baby cousins !
all of them are so cute !!!
i shall post their photos soon !
hahahs.

so moody.....
not in the mood to study.
common test is coming !
haish........

i m so sorry tt i miss peiling and fion birthday !
i m so so so sorry !!!
is last min decision to go malaysia.
my whole family went and i dun wan to be alone at home.
so sorry !

i m not a very good friend..... :(

no mood to post le. bye bye.

2008-11-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

I LOST MY LECTURE NOTES !!!!!
OMG OMG OMG !!!

I think i lost my lecture notes last last tues.
I put under my table and i forget to take it with me when i go !
haish !!
how can i be so blur !

and i only realise i lost my lecture notes this monday !!!
i didnt have cmb lesson on last last wed - fri, and i have my e learning week last week.
obviously i only start to look for my notes on monday !

haish !!!
i have cmb test nxt week !
lucky IPO1 frens lend me his notes !
YANGZHENG THANKS SO MUCH !!! =)

i m not goin to lost my stuff again !!!

haish haish haish !

but there is sth tt make me happy !
i pass my first test of the sem !
TADAA !!!
hahahas.

the teacher gave the wrong qn and gave us 9 extra marks.
tt why i pass !
hahahas.

ok i have a cute but not very good obc teacher. lol.

have to do CATS le *meow* '
i m not creative at all !!!
bye bye !

2008-11-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder about wat the pharmacy students did during their practical ?
The secret is going to be revealed !!
............................

ok first lesson ! CELL & MOLECULAR BIOLOGY !

We are doing some very primary school thing. Test for diffusion through the tube with holes. hahas. forget wat is it called. lol. Our group is testing for glucose !

our apparatus ! guess wat is tt red colour ball there ?! hahahas. it is a magnetic ball tt will stir the water after the machine is on. cool bah ! i nearly throw tt ball away. lol.

TADA ! our final result ! no changes for all the solution. no presence of glucose at all. waste our time !

Everyone are so busy !

But we are fast ! still got time to take photos !! hahaaha.

in our white labcoat and gloves !! we look professional !

Second lesson ! ORGANIC BIOLOGY CHEMISTRY !

Observe combustion in the fumehood. lol. cool bah ! kerosene smell suck ! and my labcoat become black and smelly after washing the petri dishes used for the combustion !
ANGRY !!

Third lesson ! INTRODUCTION TO PHARMACY !

hahaahs. lab session using laptop ! caught me not wearing lapcoat in lab room ! lol. cheryl don't cover ur face !!!

Long time no see !! pearlyn's boyfriend !! hahahas. our good fren from aps last sem ! hahahs. finally got to see him/her again. it is unisex !!

take a look at the poster on smoking ! SMOKING REDUCES SEX DRIVE ! dun ever try to smoke !!!

in the process of making potassium sth...... hahahas. i forget le la. it is antiseptic to clean the wound. lol. mix the powder with distilled water and it becomes a very nice purple solution !

pour the solution into a bottle ! and we need a label before it is done .

evon typing in the information of the label.

IT ID DONE ! WITH MY NAME ON IT !!! hahaahs. the first antiseptic i have made !!!

that the machine tt we use to make tablets ! nvr see before bah !!

Making a tablet is an art !!! hahahas. only pharmacist will understand !

end of the lesson ! use ur glove to make a fish !! hahahas.

ok. have to do projects now ! byebye !

2008-11-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

i hate and love e learning week !

i got so much works to do and i dun think i can finish them !

i dun feel like doing it !

i only finish those with deadline and the rest i dun care le la....

haish so sian....

anyway i got so many photos to post up...

lalals.

which one should i start with ???

hahahs.

ok ok ...

i went to SGH or nuh ? on 31/10. hahas.

ok i know is long time ago !

but i think cheryl wan her photo. hahahs.

ok i went there to do charity work but the main reason is to earn cca points. hahas.

anyway i m so sorry to ps peiling and dara on tt day !

lol. sorry....

there was a singer, Pan Siew Xiong, performing on tt day.

and our task is to push the elderlys on wheelchairs to watch her performance ( pan siew xiong is a lady ! ).

we also helped to blow balloons and pack goodies bag...

hahahs. guess wat is it? is a rabbit ! and i think i made its back too long and it looked like a hunchback rabbit ! hahahahs. but is still cute !

hahahas pinky dog !!! made by EWEN POH !! i m not scared of making balloons stuctures anymore !

TADAA! see how many balloons we made ?!! my hand was floating ! the balloons were filled with helium gas and i think i will fly in the air if i hold on to all of them ! hahahas.

photo of pan siew xiong's performance. i really dont know who the hell she is but i know one song she sang. ' qin ren de yan lei ' hahahas. i m old !!!

hahahs. ok. at least i post 4 photos le. nxt time post again. i need to do my hwk le !

2008-11-10T13:48:00.001+08:00

i m going to post all the photos in one day !!!
maybe i change my blogskin firsT ?
hahhaas !!

e - learning week le !!!
although there alot of asignments to do but i DUN CARE !
i wan to sleep and slack.
dun really feel lyk doing anything now.
i m lazy ! call me a pig or watever.

having sunburnt is really suck .
my shoulder and neck are so burnt !
red and emitting heat now.
i cannot even carry my shoulder bag !
i shall carry it in the auntie tai tai's style.

mus apply sunblock lotion nxt time.
DUN BE LAZY !

hahaas. ok. looking for nice nice blogskin !

2008-11-03T09:07:00.000+08:00

i got so much things to write but i have no time to do so !
i m so busy !
weekends need to work !
i think i begin to love my job !!
i love chatting with other promoters !
i having fun on my weekend, although i have to travel all the way to henderson !
i bet lots of u dunnoe where is henderson ! all the west side ppl !
henderson is at bukit merah !

i m so stupid on sat !
i took 176 all the way to bukit merah int.
i checked that henderson industrial park should be nearby so
i jus walked around and asked ppl where isit.
then that lady told me tt henderson industrial park is far away from here ! i need to take bus to reach there ! there is no direct bus there.

i totally freak out.
is drizzling outside.
so i jus took taxi !
on the way there, he asked me, " so u wan to turn left ?"
i was like, 'huh ?'
taxi drive, ' u dunnoe where is it ah ? i tot is because it is raining, tt why u dun wan to walk there. the building is jus opposite. '
i was stunned !
i jus need to cross a road to reach there !!!!!
omg ! and i spent $3.50 ! hahahahas.
tt lady cheated me !
i think she know the taxi driver !!
both of them share my $3.50 !!!
hahahas.

ok tt all.
i need to load some photos !
nxt time when i m free bah.
today morning lesson cancelled !
happy !
can study for tml quiz now !
bye bye !

2008-10-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

hi ! so busy recently !
dont know wat am i busy with but i m really very busy !
ok. post some photos today !

i took all these photos last fri but i only managed to post today. i m lazy !
so we are ambassadors on tt day for some loreal event.
the secondary school students came to present what they invent.
how come bbss nvr participate !

so this is the conventional hall the event held at.

there were some henna painting on stage ! ragini is good at henna !!

and i got this smiley face on my left hand ! liesel helped me to draw de !!

and my horoscope (saggitarus ) on my right hand ! drew by ragini !
i love the lighting of this photo !!

tadaa ! all our tatoos !! so cool right !

these are how they look lyk after i peel them off.
i love it !

the crazy pearlyn !another crazy cheryl !

siwei ! the normal one ! hahahas.
see ! we are cool in our blazers !!
look so mature in it !
and i dun know why i look so sulky in the photos.
the rest are with big wide smile !
maybe i m too bored and tired on tt day !

then we have our tea break ! but i nvr eat anything !
the food dont look nice !
spot evon acting cute in the photo !

pearlyn trying to take a photo of me ~!
i know she like me !

the two childish ones playing scissor paper stones !
they look mature in blazers but still cnnt hide their childishness !
hahahs.
it look as if evon trying to hit pearlyn and pearlyn quickly shake evon hand and said sorry with a big smile on her face !

these are the booth for the sec kids to put their products !
my role as an ambassador is suppose to interact with students !
but as u can see ! no one was there !
we are slacking, walking about for 4 hours !

u see ! sec kids can do such nice packaging ! they are so pro can !

ok i dunnoe wat is it ! it suppose to be some cream or lotion i guess !
but they look more like wat u vomit out after u drink lots of soya bean + bean curd.
eeyer !

the very cute seven days cream ! imagine u apply different colour of cream everyday !
i think it will make me happy applying my cream every morning !

another very pro packaging !

STRAWBERRY ! the strawberries are real !

and i spot this big strawberry with another small one on its head !

can see more clearly here !
feel like eating it !

i think i will buy these soap ! it will produce bubbles too !

chocolate cream ! i will eat my cream de lor !

sec kids are good in presenting their products !
we should be shameful of ourselves !!!
after tt we went to a talk about perfect skin !
is boring !

after the event end, pearlyn, cheryl and i went to westmall to watch high school musical 3 !

we ate the super spicy bbq drumlets at kfc !
i only managed to eat one !
and pearlyn can finish all three !
it is so hot !
u all should go and try !

hahaha. we are in cinema !
enjoyed the show !
although it is a bit bored half way through the show.
but i think zac efron is handsome !
vanessa is pretty too !

i want long legs !!

ok i m random !

bye bye.

2008-10-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

i m sad now.
how come happy times with her in school end so early?
i dun bear to !
i really hope that she will change her mind but i know i m too selfish to think of that.
she knows wat is best for her so right now, the only thing i can do is to wish her all the best ! :)
hope that she can kill her monster ! we will help her too !

now then i realise how much i love my poly friends ! everyone in my clique !
they are angels !

small little angel is flying to her heaven to rest and fight her monster !
the other angels will be there to guard her and study hard !

jiayou jiayou jiayou !! =)

2008-10-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

hey kids.
just reached home.
i m supposed to bathe and then sleep.
such a nice weather to sleep now !! ~~~ rain falling on my head ~~~
but my nails are not dry yet.
the girl said i have to wait for 2 hours for the nails to dry completely !
i will sleep with my hands raise high up !
hahahahas.

nice day !
i think i enjoy volleyball although my arms hurt now.
learning all the basic.
and the teacher got a bunny look ! hahahas.

CATS is fun ! play games and end early !

didn't went to plaza sing today but bukit panjang plaza.
hahahs.
lazy dara dun wan to go so far !
hahahas.
eat sirloin steak at jack's place and escargot !
dun freak out when i tell u escargot is snail. lol.
it is delicious !

then went to manicure.
i love the colour of my nails. hahahas.

it started to rain when we are going to the interchange.
the bimbo dara shouted, ' BE CAREFUL OF UR NAILS ! ' while we are running to cross the road.
i ran with my legs ! not my nails !
hahahahs.

ok tt all ! i m tired !

2008-10-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

PEARLYN LOW JIE YING !
I NEVER BULLY YOU !

omg ! i m so sad to find out tt most of them in my class are scared of me when they jus know me !
i m a very scary person !
maybe is bcos of my default look ( no smile )...
i m not !
i m so nice can !!!

hahahs. nvm ! at least they know i m nice now !
do they ? * hope so *

sch is boring today.
talking about dogs the whole day ...
hahas.
' who lets the dog out .......'
hahahas.

tml is IS !
not looking forward to play volleyball but CATS not bad. hahahs.
i think i will get bruises on my arms !
i don't want !

i m also looking forward to go out with dara tml !
we are going to eat dian sum buffet at plaza sing !
i keep on thinking of that ever since it is advertise on tv !
i love dim sum ! especially xiao long bao !
hahahahas.
and we are getting manicure !
happy happy ~~~

i hope i will enjoy myself tml !

cheryl, get well soon !! =)
i miss you !
and fion i miss u from very long time ago ! =)

2008-10-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

sad life !
poly life is so complicated !
i feel like i m in secondary 1 again.
i hate it !
but i love my grp of friends.
pearlyn,cheryl,fion,evon,liesel,siwei,shufeng .
they are nice ! hahahs

ok la. is not like i don't gossip or not.
but i m not to the extent of cursin other.
luckily i m in the right grp of friends.

3 yr of poly life !
hope that all these will disappear soon !

2008-10-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

i just watched hotshot ep 12 !
da ying is so so so so so handsome !
he sacrifice himself !
omg !
can the stupid jie er jus give up with the xiao xiang and go with da ying !!!
i m sure i will marry the guy if he did wat da ying did.
hahahas. jus joking !

feeling sick now. maybe bcos of the weather !
everyone take care !
lazy to go to sch tml !
6 hours of lecture !
kill me !

2008-10-19T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hey kids!
is a super busy and interestin week!
having a relaxing saturday at home !
sleeping,sleeping,eating,watching tv and now blogging.
i go a lot to post but i think i better summarise.
ok. out of the 6 days tt i nvr post, i choose to blog about last sunday and wed, meiping birthday !

prepare for a long post !!!

Last sunday ,

went out with these 3 girls to spend my last day of the holiday. we went to bugis to shop for the whole day. bought quite alot of stuff and did fish spa !!! it is super fun ! the small fishes are like tiny magnets tt attract to ur feet. we only choose to do for 15 min. we spent 5 min screaming and then we pick up the courage to put our feets into the pool. it is not so scary afterall. hahahas. try it next time !

Jiaen, as usual, must go home early. we bought the same belt and dress together ! hahahs. must wear together next time !

we wanted to go brenda's house to swim after tt but we did not know where to alight and the bus went all the way to woodlands interchange. lol. we took soe photos on the bus. see how NUOSHI ACT CHIO !

FIRST ONE ! SUPER ACT !

Second one ! *not so act ?*

hahahas. ok la. nuoshi is natually chio ok ?! lol.
we went to causeway to have dinner and went home. =)

WEDNESDAY, MEIPING'S BIRTHDAY !

i had my IS tt day. i choose volleyball as my S & W. i wanted tennis initially but almost the whole class choose volleyball and gy said tennis is boring so i choose volleyball ! out of 24 ppl in volleyball, only 3 or 2 (still cnnt confirm whether one of them is a male or female) are guys. lol. and my CATS grp is the same as evon ng. lol. so lucky. CATS first lesson is fun ! i think that teacher is cute.

anyway, my lesson end at 12, so i meet limpeiling at bugis after tt.
we are supposed to buy some ribbons and make meiping's birthday card there.
in the end, we are lazy to carry the big bdae card all the way from bugis to bukit panjang and so we went back to bpp to make the card. hahahas.
we jus went bugis to buy some ribbons and flowers in tt ABC? shop.
maybe we have o much time to waste !

photos of the process of our card making ! ns and xq came to join us !

i dunnoe why am i laughing so happily. maybe xinqi gt a funny face. lol.

TADAAA ! BEAUIFUL RIGHT ?!!! all thanks to us !!

Must take photos with this beautiful card we made !

you thought tt this is going to be the final product ?!!
u are wrong !
after going through ann khay's wonderful hands, ...........................

IT BECOMES A WONDERFUL PIECE OF ART !!!

Everyone wants to take a look at the art !
and of course take photos with it !!

after everyone arrived, we went to cafe cartel to have our dinner !
mp,pl,xq and i share a 'must try' porkrib and a platter.

trying to raise my hand high enough for the shazni-look-aliked-waiter to see.

took photo with our leftover porkrib !

how many stars will u rate the porkrib ?
All of us : TWO our of five !!!
( tt explained our handsigns in the photo )

Want to learn how to pose when u are taking photos ?!
after taking so many photos, we are experts in posing !
ok. we are going to teach all of u !

FIRST POSE : SEXY LOOK !

Lip pouting is the essence of this pose. see this !

out of so many of us, only of 6 of us are experts in sexy poses ! lifting our butt and pouting is nothing to us ! see this !

SECOND POSE : ACT AS IF U DON'T KNOW THE CAMERA IS THERE !

THE EXPERTS OF THIS POSE ARE : TAN MEIPING AND LEE XINQI !

THIRD POSE : ACT CUTE ! =p

all of us are experts in this pose !! hahahs. we are all so cute ! *yuck*

FOURTH POSE : SCARY LOOK !

obviously xinqi and i fail in this pose. GLADYS is the expert !!!! learn from her !

BACK TO NORMAL !

some group photos !

' Only 2 of US' photos !

i m going to share some secret !
limpeiling is a pervert !!!!

FIRST EVIDENCE !

SEE ! WAT WAS SHE TRYING TO DO TO ME ! SHE TRIED TO LAY HER HEAD ON MY LAP !

SECOND EDVIDENCE !

after the dinner, she took out this and showed it to me.

limpeiling : hey i got this ! wan to try ?
me : wat is it ?
lpl : cnnt see clearly arh?
* she hold it right in front of my face *

me : omg!
lpl : don't tell anyone ! i only left one !
me : i m goin to tell ur mum about tis !
lpl : no no !

* lpl trying to swallow it ! *

but luckily i managed to stop her !

lpl : please dont tell my mum. i wont do it again !

me : ok i help u to keep this secret ! i had one condition !

lpl: wat is it ?

me : let me take a photo with it !

lpl : ok i agree to anything u say.

OBVIOUSLY THE STORY IS FAKE !!

I MADE IT !

that one is a gift from meiping classmate. meiping jus showed us and we took photos for fun.

hahahahas.

had a nice gathering with the girls. super high with them !

i going to sleep now ! i took one hour plus to blog this ! so tired le !

good night !

2008-10-12T03:36:00.000+08:00

hey kids.
long time nvr post but not as long as dara.
faster post dara seah kar miung !

had been working these few days.
suppose to work today but my wonderful friend ann khay had sold finish all the solution !!
hooray ! and so i dunnid to work.
going to meet the girls 9 hours later.
plan to go shopping then swimming.
perfect last day for holiday !

haish !
tml sch reopen le.
i haven buy my lecture notes.
i hate q-ing up !!
can any kind soul buy for me ?
i give u lollipops !
hahahas.

i dun like my new timetable !
* so what ?! u cnnt decide the time u like ?! *
i want my holiday back !
i promise i will spend my holiday wisely !
sian sian sian !

miserable life !

and how come tudou always load so slow ?!
how to make it load faster ?!

i have to sleep now or else i will feel hungry le.
and i afraid tt i will be late tml.
so bye bye.
don't miss me !

2008-10-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

went to plaza sing ytd.
it had been such a long time since i went there.
i can still rmb the first time i went there is when pl,xq and mp celebrated my birthday.
and the second time is because i wan to go orchard but i dont know where to alight and so i went all the way to plaza sing. hahahas.
and ytd is my third time there !

it seemed to be boring to shop there but there are actually lots of cute and fun shops.
it is oso the best place to buy interesting birthday gifts.
there is a shop tt sell some special board games tt i nvr see b4 and some sex board games. hahahahs.
maybe i can buy for koonlay. ..... hmm...
lol.

and i jus discovered tt i will TEAR when i saw cute stuff !!!!!
i went to a hello kitty shop, i m not those hello kitty fans but i actually tear when i saw the cute little pink stuff.
i m a freak !!
it happened not only once but many times !!!
i m allergy to cute stuff.

haish. going to work at bugis tml.
i will feel like shopping again.
lol. i m going to work with ns !!!
wed with nk !!!
happy happy. lol.
i love working with my friends.

ok remind me of 'friends'.

i m going to watch friends le ! bye bye !

2008-10-04T04:02:00.000+08:00

lalalas. is 4am now and i m still awake !!!

jus watched 5 episode of friends. funny !!!

it jus cheered me up watching friends.

i think i mus make it a habit to watch one ep per day !

it will be good for my health !

haish.....

i wan to go kayaking !

maybe i will go later. maybe.

i think i will be phoebe soon....

a freak...

my sis is horrible ! my third sis !

i think she took my hp charger and refused to admit.

her hp was confiscated as her bill was over hundred when her plan is only ten dollar ?

serve her right. muahahas.

and somehow she got a hp right now. * my maid told me*

and she took my hp charger !

i hope tt my maid is telling the truth. maybe she the one who lost my hp charger.

and i have to use my sec sis old phone now.

anyway, some funny thing to share.

my cousin is using my sec sis old phone ( the one i m using right now ),

and there is a photo of me and peiling.

and he spread around tt he found a photo of me and my BOYFRIEND !!!

and my mum believed ! they are talking about tis behind my back !

i only knew it when my sis told me today !

i was laughing all the way when they show me tis !

peiling i m so sorry tt u look lyk a guy !

hahahas.

i got to sleep ! bye bye.

2008-09-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

i think i m abit crazy today !
i went to the market near my hse alone.
it has been such a long time i went to tt market.
and i realise it had changed alot !
anyway, i spent quite a long today on some rubbish.

i bought a pair of zero degree colour lenses !!!

is freshkon ! the one i m selling but i didnt buy from myself. lol.
cos it is too expensive and i found it cheaper at market place.

guess what colour i choose ?!

is misty grey ! same as ns. lol.

i tried to put on jus now.
and i spent 30 min to put on one, and another 20 min to put on another.
is not as easy as i see.
i jus can't pock in.

and i look different ! although my stupid bro said no difference.

hahahhas.

ok tt all !

waiting for xinqi's big day to arrive. ......

2008-09-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

no matter how hard i work, how hard i try.
people still don't recognize my effort.
i give up. i really give up.

2008-09-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

jus watched hot shot ep 9 !

wonder who is 球魁？
is 潔儿 !!!

surprised ?!

although is not revealed, but i wan to be a spoiler !

hahahahs

2008-09-23T14:39:00.000+08:00

i had a weird dream last night !
i dont know whether is a good or bad dream.
i dont wan to wake up but i feel bad about it after i wake up.
i did sth really bad in the dream !
i betrayed someone !
omg omg omg !
i feel really bad now !

ewenpoh ! is jus a dream !!!!!

i m not a nice person. i m evil in my dream !
i think everyone should scold me or bash me up IN MY DREAM.

lalalaas. ok is a rubbish post.

2008-09-20T00:19:00.001+08:00

happy birthday !

2008-09-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

i m so sleepy but i still wan to blog.

i m determined to blog !

hahahahs !

went out with wx today.

we broke the highest basketball record in the arcade ! 448 !!

i dun wan to play in the first place but he persuaded me to play

in the end we broke the record !! hooray !

however, when we went out to buy our movie tickets, some idiots broke our record !

piss off !

but we managed to break another machine record. haha. pro !

then we went to watch the lousiest movie in the world.

'DISASTER MOVIE' -> name of tt movie

it is totally a disaster !

stupid show !

i m stupid enough to spend my $8 and waste my one hour plus to watch tt show !

from the beginning to the end of tt movie, i m totally clueless wats that show is about.

it consists of juno, hanah montana, amy winehouse, high school musical, hulk, hancock, ironman, enchanted .....

totally rubbish !!!

pls nvr watch tt ! i m kind enough to tell u this !

however, if u wan to see some hot chicks. the main actress is quite hot. hahahs.

met ns and deyan for pool.

i won twice ! hahahas.

then we had some interesting chitchat session during our supper.

u are not stupid.
u r so brave to love someone for so long, even though u know tt there wont be any ending for both of u.
go ahead and love whoever u wan !
don't care about wat others will be thinkin.
persist ! i m sure u will have ur happy ending !

2008-09-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

hahahs !! is the song great ?!!!

YEAH ! WO SHI SUPERMAN !
YEAH ! WO SHI SUPERMAN !
YEAH ! WO SHI SUPERMAN !
YEAH ! NI SHI LO-SER !

I watched until ep 8 le !
From 12.37am, i watched until 7 am.
then i slept until 1 pm and continue to watch !

i m totally crazy about tt show now !! hahahs

yuan da yan is so funny. i think he imitate ella. ( yes the one from s.h.e )
their laughter and faces expression are totally alike !!
and all the actions are from the cartoon slamdunk.
even yuan da yan tt character is the same as yin mu hua dao. hahahs.
luo zhi xiang is so funny !!! omg. i love him ! hahahas.

ok i gtg. bye bye. Yeah ! wo shi SUPERWOMAN ! =)

2008-09-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

i think i m crazy.
i jus drank a cup of coffee ! is already 12.47am.
and i did it on purpose. hahahas.
ytd was fun !
i m a sporty girl. i m not zai nv or bimbo!
I PLAYED BASKETBALL !!!
although most of the time i m resting, but is the weather's fault !
we were playing at 12 pm ! the sun is right on top of us. HOT !
the grp of secondary sch KIDS were irritating ! is good tt guiyen pointed middle finger at them. hahahas. guiyen is so cool !!
"老娘 is elder than u kaz ! KIDS !" hahahas.
the photo hunt game is fun too !
nxt time mus ask the whole grp of girls to play. we can sure break the highest score !
hahahas. played 9 times le still cnnt break. xq,pl and gy, we mus jiayou !
i m going to watch 蓝球火！hope tt it is nice. hahas.

It is strange to see how everything is fated. destiny brought them together. treasure what is in front of you. you might not know what will be coming up next. =)

2008-09-15T10:26:00.000+08:00

i finally got my result.
actually i m not excited until tis morning at 12.30 am.
hahahs. tt when i realised is 15th sep today !
so i couldnt sleep, keep on dreaming about my result and i score badly.
the weird thing is tt i dream of myself getting result with bbss students.
i rmb got xinqi, gladys, qiaoting and mr latif.
hahahas. weird. and i couldnt find where is the gpa score. the whole result slip is full of numbers.

ok back to reality...
i get .............

3.46 !!!!!

my aim is 3.5. but i m happy with 3.46 le. hahas.

ok i finally can enjoy my holiday !!! yay !!!

bye bye !

2008-09-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

I am so sleepy now ! tired !!
had been waking up at 5.30am or 6.30am these 3 days.
is so early !! usually during holiday i slept until 12 or 1pm.
i m not lazybum ! holiday is for u to sleep, rest and play.
and do u know tt sleeping help u to lose weight ???

anyway, wonderful 3 days i had !! great working experience !
the national whatsoever thing is actually a seminar for the opticians to attend.
i m suppose to stand there and promote my stuff and give out free goodie bags during their breaks.
so slack !! i got lots of free time ! i slept and chit chat with other promoters. fun !
we talked about our boyfrens even though we jus knew each other for a few hours. hahas.

got to see lots of bosses, managers, sales persons, professors and lecturers.
i looked at them and dream that maybe one day i might be them.
dream !!! hahas.

oh yar. get to see lots of pretty ladies in their formal wear. some of them are jus lyk models ! tall and pretty. envy.

the most interesting person i met is a dr.watever*.
*i m not suppose to mention her name, in case she sued me.
she is one of the lecturers in the seminar, who talks about laws.
the first time she came to me, she asked for goodie bag so i gave her one.
then she said tt she need one more to pass to her frens so i gave her another one.
this repeat again and again.
in total she took 5 goodie bags, 10++ recycling bag, 5 notebooks and some pens.
she is so greedy !!! obviously she didnt pass to her frens.
the other promoter told me that she also got 10 + goodie bag from them.
wat the hell !
at first i only tot tt maybe she is jus plainly greedy or she love our goodie bags too much !
but she actually self introduce herself in this way,

" hi i m dr.watever. do u know me ? i m very famous. *looking around the hall* many ppl know me. here is my name card. my brother is lee guan yew's niece's husband. my family is very famous. "

through out the conversation i jus nodded my head and smiled. she is weird !!!
i looked at her namecard and i almost laughed out loud in front of her.
she is wearing a qibao in the photo and i m sure tt the picture go through lots of photoshop !
it stated tt she is author of 23 books about laws, she got master, bachelor, degree.....
* showing off *
i think she has some mental problems !
smart ass are weird !

ok enough of tt.

guiyen bdae party is great. although i hardly interacted with the rest except peiling and xinqi.
we had a nice chit chat session and had fun playing the swing ! hahahs.
lets go out tgt soon !!!!
*we make ppl jealous of us !!!!* happy.

tt all for today !

bye bye !

2008-09-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

Back from shopping !!!

Part 1 :
shop at orchard with dara. bought a long sleeve shirt and a vest.
happy happy~~~
dara's mum personal experience ghost story is scary. ask dara to tell u ! hahas.

Part 2 :
shop at bugis with wx. bought a pair of shoes.
happy happy ~~~

i m broke ! nvm. i m going to work tml.
i m going to work at SINGAPORE POLY !! *surprised*
7th national congress of optometry and opticianry is held at sp from tis thurs to sat.
i going to set up tml.
lalalas ....

sorry guiyen ! i cnnt go to ur bdae party. maybe can after working, which is about 5pm.

i m so happy today.

ok i m crazy....

ask me to go shopping with u !!!

bye bye ! =)

2008-09-08T14:56:00.000+08:00

random post.

same routine for these few days.
wake up at 12 plus pm.
meet wx at 3pm.
revise for prelim until 8 or 9pm.
go arcade for one hour.
then go home.

hahahs ! 4o ++ days to o level ! although my result not good but at least i can force him to study. lol. i forget all my math syllabus and a maths syllabus. i was doing the sq km to sq cm conversion today and i totally forget how to do. both of us think for so long then tyco got tt ans. omg !! i shld go back to sec 4. .... no... i dun wan to go through tt stressful period anymore. =)

addicted to arcade games le ! only play the basketball one and the photohunt. trying to break the records ! hahas. highest basketball record for us is 420+ ! hahahas. is difficult to get such high score k ! the two player mus coordinate well. lol. nxt time u all can try ! is fun.

i wan to eat ramily burger. ok random.

haish. nth to write....

how come the mahjong session is cancelled ?!!

i miss the girls. lol.

ok i think i should continue watching friends. i watched until season 3 ep 15 !!!

bye bye !

happy 1 yr 5 mth anniversary !
love you lots ! =)
i know u will be reading my blog.
sorry for being so impatient while teaching u.
mus work hard for o level !!
jiayous !

2008-09-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

my ulcer is so swollen now. it can be seen even i close my mouth !!! omg ! i got a swollen lip !!! it doesn't make me look sexier ! hahahas.

ok random !

i watched 4bia ytd ! lol. is not as scary as wat the rest of them describe. abit dissapointed. the first story quite nice ! throughout the whole first part, there are only smses and no one actually talk. so cool right !!! the director is so smart ! lol. the second part main actress is pretty, not until she took out her eyeballs. lol. and i think tt the 'ghost' look so cartoon ! i actually laughed when the 'ghost' appeared. lol. third story is funny. not scary at all. fourth story is jus crazy. the actress is pretty. i think she undergo plastic surgery b4. she is so so pretty.

throughout the whole movie, ppl were laughing away ! lol. is it a comedy or horror movie? it jus fail to freak them out. lol.

ok jus a random post ! bye bye !

oh yar let play basketball next week !

2008-08-31T13:45:00.000+08:00

i love bbss !

i know is already two days after the teachers' day celebration but my mind is still thinking about friday ! i m stuck there !

i miss the girls ! i miss those friends that i nvr saw for dunnoe how many months ! omg omg omg ! i miss them !!!! love all of u !

i like the basketball session. although i hurt my lip and now it turns to ulcer. ouch ! still rmb the sec 2 period when we played bb after sch, even during xinqi bdae. hahahs.

then we ate at buddy hoagies ! our favourite place. lol. the place tt we went to before we collect our o level result. hahahs !

still rmb this photo !! hahahs. all the nerdy faces, still in our sch uniform ! hahahs.

my favourite FLAME GRILLED CHICKEN ! YUM ! with the BAKED POTOTOES ! hahas.

miss secondary school life. i think is the happiest time of my life ! thank god tt i m in bbss and get to know so many fun and cool friends ! i m blessed ! lol.

anyone interested to have another basketball session nxt week ?!!! hahahs.

2008-08-28T08:06:00.000+08:00

WAN TO SEE MY DOGGIE ?! hahas. here is it !

just brought it to trim his hair. lol. i oso trim my hair ytd. and is kind of curly now. i hate it ! anyway, photos !!! ok. going to show u the before photos.

hahahs. so cute right ! ok ok. ta da !! the after photos !

it looks so tiny and skinny after trimming. hahahs. cutie ! ok i know is random !

bye bye ! i watched finish friends season 1 le ! i m so fast ! hahahs.

2008-08-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

hahas ! too bad everyone ! all ur names in my link have change. ok not all, except dara seah kar miung. lol.

limbeiling - lim peiling
weekly- xinqi
the bimbo - KOONLAY ! ( i m not going to change !)
ma ma - gladys
yen yen - guiyen
ping ping - meiping
huang nuonuo - ng nuo shi
sab the rocker - sabrina

ok i know is lame. i don't care !

anyway, sunday i m busy working, mon and tues busy going out with dara. lol.
i met a very very difficult to manage, loud, kiasu, 贪小便宜 auntie ! she made me so piss off but i still have to force to smile. you know customer is always right ! ok rubbish ! lol.

* i heard cat meowing so loudly. is like those kind u will hear when cats are abused or fighting. ok is scary ! anyway, i don't like cats but i hope that the cat is not being abused right now. *

ytd went to orchard and jus now went to vivo ! lol. supposingly i should be going sentosa today but only left dara, guiyen and i going so we changed plan. we thought of going to play badminton but tt dara don't feel like going. ok i admit, i oso don't feel like going too. lol. i dreamt of us playing badminton last night. end up we cannot even hit the ball over the net then we end up playing rugby in the court. i know my dream is stupid but somehow i think the first part of my dream will come true if we play badminton today. hahahs ! sorry guiyen !

shop for two days ! so happy ! but i only bought a tanktop and a tube. lol. nvm. i still enjoy my shopping trip !

ok i go and watch friends le. all thanks to dara i m addicted to it. lol. i love phoebe. she is cute !

2008-08-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

Finally change my blogskin ! my blog can be open to public le ! hahas.

i m so bored now. i suppose to go to watch firework at marina today but is raining.
stuck at home. boring. tml still have to work. haiz .....

ok talk about ytd. ytd i have my last paper. and now my holiday begin ! hooray !!!
ok dun talk about tt paper. i hope i pass. lol.
after the paper, the 6 of us, evon, pearlyn, cheryl, fion and shili went to bugis to celerate cheryl birthday ! so we took taxi there. the taxi driver is so funny. keep on interrupting our conversation. is girls' talk ok, UNCLE !

anyway, we went to the not very nice restuarant, recommand by cheryl. I order their signatured dish,some kind of weird chicken chop. It is so salty. I wont go there anymore. lol. after eating, 3 of us sneaked out to buy cheryl's birthday. We went to many shops b4 we found a nice blouse for her. Hope that she like it ! lol.

Then we went shopping. I bought 3 earring, bracelet and necklace. Happy happy !

We went to one of the carts in bugis junction. I was looking at one of the bracelets so i asked the sale person how much is it. GUESS wat she replied ?!!! " I don't know !" cheryl and I stunned. I thought that she will help me to check how much is it and so i continue to stand there and look at other accessories, but after awhile, she was still standing beside me, doing NTH ! so i jus walked off. wat the hell !

After shopping for about one hour, we took neoprints. lol. sound like sth that only sec 2 or 1 did but we poly yr 1 students did it ! lol. is so fun. lol. Fion and I keep on blocking the camera. lol. We are short so we have the advantage to stand in front ! wahahahaas !

anyway, i saw Vanessa ! she suddenly jumped up in front of me. lol. we jus said 'hi !". Didnt managed to get to chat with her. nvm. Friday i will see her again ! lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL !!! AI NI !

studying

2008-08-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

no mood to study. so tired. so many chapters to memoris ! how come our bodies have so many systems ? although i think tt god is amazing to think of a body system like this. he is so clever ! can u give me some of ur brain cells ?

is already 12.45am. i still got two more main chapters to finish. die le la. cnnt rmb anything. i jus crap through tml.

oh yar ! today exam i make alot of careless mistakes. 255 i put 225 ! stupid ! ten marks gone. hope tt the teacher will pity me and give me some marks for my effort of trying !

jus now vanessa chat with me on msn. she ask me whether i m going back to bbss. of course ! everyone must go back ! i miss bbssians so much ! strange. i used to hate going to school but now i m looking forward to go back. i couldnt fall alseep last night, jus bcos i m thinking of the ppl i m going to see on nxt fri. miss them ~! absence really make the heart grew fonder !

in the past, we get to see each other everyday but we seldom talk. now, we treasure every moment of our chit chatting session. maybe we have more topic to talk about now. our social circle become bigger, the things we experience differ. maybe is good for us. =)

ok i got to study now ! or else fail another sub again !

about eight hours later i m going to sit for my last paper ! finally ! 7 weeks of holiday i m coming !

Princess

2008-08-20T23:03:00.001+08:00

i m dying. enough of maths and statistic.

looking at my notebook. ( cover page, not the contents )

the cover page is a little girl wearing tiara. *on top*

she is so cute.

i couldnt help to tell everyone how cute she is. lol.

so i decide to disturb my sis from reading her comic.

me: eh. u see tt girl very cute hor.

* my sis ignore me *

me: take a look leh. very cute.

* take a glance and then nod her head and continue reading *

me: i hope tt my daughter will be as cute as her. i will let her wear tiara, put on blushes and wear princess clothing. all in pink. lol. wat if i give birth to a tomboy ? i think i will force her to wear.

* still refuse to reply me*

ok. so random. but i really hope tt i wont give birth to a tomboy. i wan her to enjoy being a princess. lol. =)

back to study.

nothing interesting

2008-08-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

just create a blog so that my holiday wont be so boring.
omg. i m thinking about holiday when my exams haven end.
ewen poh ! can u jus go and study. u already done badly for ur IPC.
u will fail ur GPA ! *ok ok*
i m so bored.