我一直以为我拥有我想要的全部，但原来当我真正停下脚步时，我发现我什么都没有。
我以为我有大家的关怀与爱戴，但大家都忽略了我的存在。
我以为朋友们最了解我，但却连我都不了解自己。
我以为我就是我，但原来我早已遗失了自己。

失去之后人们才会珍惜，但时间过了，你会发现其实那样东西并没有那么重要。
重要的是你现在拥有的。
不要再为了因为害怕失去，而选择放弃。

1.31am..

I had been rotting at home facing my laptop whole day !
I place my laptop on my lap for almost the whole day and i think tt i can feel the radiation harming my body now. Bad habit !

Finally finished bai quan nv wang.. Cried when ruan jin tian cried. hahahs. lousy ! cannot stand handsome guys crying ! hahahs.

I suppose to finish my pbl and pass it to cheryl today. but i m jus addicted to online shopping and all those sprees. And i dont know why whenever i got hwk to do or have exams to study for i will start to have to ugre to blog. I think i m just trying to find excuses to avoid all my hwks and exams !

8am i have to wake up to work ! sian arh !!!!

let me summarise last week activities ! I had a happening week !

12th - 14th june :
we had a pharmacy bondin camp or maybe just 2po2 camp ! Had a great time staying in np loft. 2 sleepless night, horror stories sharing sessions, dancing, volleyball, pranks, macdonalds, twilight, white chicks, cards game, magic trick, camwhoring. .... I love 2p02 !!

15th june :
Girls gathering at sentosa !! and free movie by lee xinqi ! happy meal at marche ! except for tt $5.20 ice lemon tee ! hahas. Never forget the jump shots ! nvr succeed ! =)


17th june:
Got back my laptop from fujitsu centre after changing its motherboard which costs my mum $500 !! And until now i still dont know how my laptop is damaged ! it had dented edge now. haish. my poor lappie. After retrieving my lappie, i played pool with my dad at bugis. hahas. weird bah. It is my first time playing pool with my dad and i wondered why he is not surprised that i know how to play pool. anyway, i lose to him !*ofcourse* even though he only played with one hand and use the table as the support.... I m lousy !!!!!!

18th june:
Class outing again ! We went to pulau ubin to cycle ! I m super tan now after the sentosa trip and the ubin trip. and i jus found out tt i got triple tanline on my back !!! 3 different shades ! i dont know how to have even skin tone now. I hate my tanline !! but i still enjoy the sun ! surprisingly, i didnt suffer from muscleache or sunburn after tt ! hahahs. I m sporty !
After class outing, Went to celebrate dara birthday ! I m eligible to be a supergirl now. chitchat and watch tv until ten plus and went home. tiring day for me ! dara is super sweet to buy me bracelets from her london trip. It is so difficult for me to find suitable bracelets ! love tt girl !

19th and 20th june:
working working working working.... meet nice and chio working partners. dont envy me !

U see !! I have a balanced life ! family, classmates, friends, works .. all of them fit into my one week holiday ! hahas. I love my life ! ok. have to do pbl now ! bb.

i wan to watch drag me to hell !!!!

gosh !!
One paper down !
I didnt study my micro well and is all proven in today paper.
I forget all my stuffs !!!!
Bye bye to my A.
haish..... At least i think i will pass the test.

Tml is the worst paper !!! PHCO !!
all the drugs name is killing me !!!

hahahas. oh yar ! i m suppose to post about the swine's method of memorising.
I m sure all of u will rmb them tml !!

OPIOID ANGONIST !


Mother - Morphine
Papa - Pethidine
Mother - Methadone
Fucking - Fentanyl
Chi - Codeine
Bai - Buprenophine

hahahas. I know it sounds unpleasant but it is the best way to rmb thing. all thanks to the swine's dirty brain ! hahahahs.

Good luck everyone !

12.5 hrs later i will be having my micro test !
and i m still stuck at chap 2. sian arh !
i m tired of studying. i just feel like giving up everything.
everything in my life. i can just rot until i die.
but i m afraid that i will regret.
i always regret !!! i hate regrets !!!
why m i so difficult to please?

what is the purpose of studying so well and get good grades?
I dont wan to be pharmacist !!!!
haish !
i m such a idiot !!! bash me !

thanks for seeing my craps. i love you guys !

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