" anything you all want, i don't want to hear any word from you anymore. i hate all those persecution. what's wrong being a christian? i won't even affect your life when i become a christian.i will show you that i will grow up while serving GOD and will never affect my study. i am going to 16 soon, can't i have my own decision of choosing which religion i want to believe? i hate all this, but i will still respect you because you are my elderly. trust me, i will be a better person and won't touch any bad habit like smoking, or skipping away classes anymore.all thanks to my sister and i get all those laughing and scolding from my family. you are great sis! i never expect you will do that to me. "

adapted from my sis's blog

the sis in the post refers to me.
and the elderly refers to aunt and mum.

ytd after dinner, my aunt was talking about my sis believing in christ recently. she think tt my sis is still not mature enough to choose to believe in a religion. is not about her age but mentally. she is easily influenced by her friends. and no doubt, her frens influenced her to believe in christ. and i m not saying that being chrisitan is bad but i dun think she seriously know wat is all these about. maybe she think tt is fun to go to church, knowing more frens and going to all these gathering. it is just the first two weeks that she had been going to church and she already get involved in many activities such as bbq with her cell grp members, staying overnight all those stuffs. my aunt is jus afraid tt she dun have so much time for all these after sch reopen. i believe she know how to organise her time but she might be distracted from her studies. recently i found her labelling her bible until 3 am for two days or praying in late nights. i m really afraid tt she is too into all these. she also try to pull me and my sis to her church. haish. she refused to talk to me now. dunnoe wat to do. jus hope tt she know we are jus worrying about her and not tt we dun wan her to be a christian. we dun have the right to stop someone from believing a religion. at her age, i also went to church and even pray to be a christian. but i didnt went to church every week. i m an irresponsible so called christian ? i dun think i wan to fix to any religion now. wat for calling myself a chrisitian and go to church when i dun convince myself to be one ? i jus wan to wait till one day, maybe when i m more mature, then i decide wat i wan. so chrisitans out there, dun try to persuade me or talk to me about christ, i will read the bible and make my decision. i wan to make my own decision. and lastly, i respect every religions out there so dun be offended.

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