Saturday, December 27, 2008
" anything you all want, i don't want to hear any word from you anymore. i hate all those persecution. what's wrong being a christian? i won't even affect your life when i become a christian.i will show you that i will grow up while serving GOD and will never affect my study. i am going to 16 soon, can't i have my own decision of choosing which religion i want to believe? i hate all this, but i will still respect you because you are my elderly. trust me, i will be a better person and won't touch any bad habit like smoking, or skipping away classes anymore.all thanks to my sister and i get all those laughing and scolding from my family. you are great sis! i never expect you will do that to me. "
adapted from my sis's blog
the sis in the post refers to me.
and the elderly refers to aunt and mum.
ytd after dinner, my aunt was talking about my sis believing in christ recently. she think tt my sis is still not mature enough to choose to believe in a religion. is not about her age but mentally. she is easily influenced by her friends. and no doubt, her frens influenced her to believe in christ. and i m not saying that being chrisitan is bad but i dun think she seriously know wat is all these about. maybe she think tt is fun to go to church, knowing more frens and going to all these gathering. it is just the first two weeks that she had been going to church and she already get involved in many activities such as bbq with her cell grp members, staying overnight all those stuffs. my aunt is jus afraid tt she dun have so much time for all these after sch reopen. i believe she know how to organise her time but she might be distracted from her studies. recently i found her labelling her bible until 3 am for two days or praying in late nights. i m really afraid tt she is too into all these. she also try to pull me and my sis to her church. haish. she refused to talk to me now. dunnoe wat to do. jus hope tt she know we are jus worrying about her and not tt we dun wan her to be a christian. we dun have the right to stop someone from believing a religion. at her age, i also went to church and even pray to be a christian. but i didnt went to church every week. i m an irresponsible so called christian ? i dun think i wan to fix to any religion now. wat for calling myself a chrisitian and go to church when i dun convince myself to be one ? i jus wan to wait till one day, maybe when i m more mature, then i decide wat i wan. so chrisitans out there, dun try to persuade me or talk to me about christ, i will read the bible and make my decision. i wan to make my own decision. and lastly, i respect every religions out there so dun be offended.
adapted from my sis's blog
the sis in the post refers to me.
and the elderly refers to aunt and mum.
ytd after dinner, my aunt was talking about my sis believing in christ recently. she think tt my sis is still not mature enough to choose to believe in a religion. is not about her age but mentally. she is easily influenced by her friends. and no doubt, her frens influenced her to believe in christ. and i m not saying that being chrisitan is bad but i dun think she seriously know wat is all these about. maybe she think tt is fun to go to church, knowing more frens and going to all these gathering. it is just the first two weeks that she had been going to church and she already get involved in many activities such as bbq with her cell grp members, staying overnight all those stuffs. my aunt is jus afraid tt she dun have so much time for all these after sch reopen. i believe she know how to organise her time but she might be distracted from her studies. recently i found her labelling her bible until 3 am for two days or praying in late nights. i m really afraid tt she is too into all these. she also try to pull me and my sis to her church. haish. she refused to talk to me now. dunnoe wat to do. jus hope tt she know we are jus worrying about her and not tt we dun wan her to be a christian. we dun have the right to stop someone from believing a religion. at her age, i also went to church and even pray to be a christian. but i didnt went to church every week. i m an irresponsible so called christian ? i dun think i wan to fix to any religion now. wat for calling myself a chrisitian and go to church when i dun convince myself to be one ? i jus wan to wait till one day, maybe when i m more mature, then i decide wat i wan. so chrisitans out there, dun try to persuade me or talk to me about christ, i will read the bible and make my decision. i wan to make my own decision. and lastly, i respect every religions out there so dun be offended.
what we could have been, 1:55 AM.
finally got the time to blog.
i think i had a birthday tt i will nvr forget.
ns got injured. is serious injury !
lump of fats on the ground.
is super scary !
lucky she is ok now.
at least she can still hop around.
lol. hope tt she can get walk and swim soon ! =)
and i forget to tell them i love their presents !!
and wx handmade presents also !
and the strawberry cheesecake !
hahahas.
and nvr forget the birthday dinner in changi hospital !
after tt stayover at sebas hse was fun too !
overall i had a happy and unhappy birthday ! special birthday !
x mas dinner at ns hse was fun.
thanks ns so much for decorating her hse and preparing a long table outside for us to have dinner.
thanks so much !
u r a great organiser ! (although there are some parts *ahem*)
hahahs.
gambled with the candy canes and the very stupid forfeit. hahahs.
and i got a great xmas gift ! MARLEY AND ME storybook !
the book is amusing. looking forward to the movie ! hahahas.
too bad tt i cnnt stayover.....
hope tt new year eve i can stayover !
anyone going to organise a new year eve's party ?!!!
nxt wed is the last day of 2008 !
so fast one year going to end.
2009 is coming ....
but it doesnt make any difference to me.
i m still a year one poly student when sch reopen.
sian !
doesnt make me feel any older....
lalalalas.
belated merry xmas ! enjoy ur last few days of holidays !
i think i had a birthday tt i will nvr forget.
ns got injured. is serious injury !
lump of fats on the ground.
is super scary !
lucky she is ok now.
at least she can still hop around.
lol. hope tt she can get walk and swim soon ! =)
and i forget to tell them i love their presents !!
and wx handmade presents also !
and the strawberry cheesecake !
hahahas.
and nvr forget the birthday dinner in changi hospital !
after tt stayover at sebas hse was fun too !
overall i had a happy and unhappy birthday ! special birthday !
x mas dinner at ns hse was fun.
thanks ns so much for decorating her hse and preparing a long table outside for us to have dinner.
thanks so much !
u r a great organiser ! (although there are some parts *ahem*)
hahahs.
gambled with the candy canes and the very stupid forfeit. hahahs.
and i got a great xmas gift ! MARLEY AND ME storybook !
the book is amusing. looking forward to the movie ! hahahas.
too bad tt i cnnt stayover.....
hope tt new year eve i can stayover !
anyone going to organise a new year eve's party ?!!!
nxt wed is the last day of 2008 !
so fast one year going to end.
2009 is coming ....
but it doesnt make any difference to me.
i m still a year one poly student when sch reopen.
sian !
doesnt make me feel any older....
lalalalas.
belated merry xmas ! enjoy ur last few days of holidays !
what we could have been, 12:09 AM.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
after 45min, ...................
happy birthday to me !!!!!!
i m getting so excited now.
hahahs.
few emotions at te same time; happy,excited,sad,curious,happy,excited...
hahahahs.
i m going to be a birthday girl.
i loved being called a birthday girl.
make me feel like a princess...
hahahs.
call me childish or watever....
i forgive u on my special day ! hahahas.
omg ! i cnnt stop myself !
hope tt it wont rain tml !
please !!
omg omg omg !
i sound so bimbotic.. !
eeek ! i dont want to !
lalalalalaalalalalas.
i m sure i will not be able to sleep tonite !
maybe i can watch gossip girl the whole nite !
good idea !
ok...
39 mins to 12.00am...
i m going offline !
lie on my bed and wait for my great day to arrive !
i m going to be officially 17 !
* ok whatever. is jus a normal weekday for the rest, *roll eyes**
happy birthday to me !!!!!!
i m getting so excited now.
hahahs.
few emotions at te same time; happy,excited,sad,curious,happy,excited...
hahahahs.
i m going to be a birthday girl.
i loved being called a birthday girl.
make me feel like a princess...
hahahs.
call me childish or watever....
i forgive u on my special day ! hahahas.
omg ! i cnnt stop myself !
hope tt it wont rain tml !
please !!
omg omg omg !
i sound so bimbotic.. !
eeek ! i dont want to !
lalalalalaalalalalas.
i m sure i will not be able to sleep tonite !
maybe i can watch gossip girl the whole nite !
good idea !
ok...
39 mins to 12.00am...
i m going offline !
lie on my bed and wait for my great day to arrive !
i m going to be officially 17 !
* ok whatever. is jus a normal weekday for the rest, *roll eyes**
what we could have been, 11:13 PM.
i screwed up my ct !!
all thanks to friends and gossipgirl !
i m going to kill dara.
she is the one who introduced me friends and gossipgirl.
#%$#%$^
lalalalalas. ....
haish.
i m going to be one yr older after a few hours time.
sometimes i hope tt i can be older but sometimes i wish to be younger.
.......................
i jus dun wan to be older than 20 !
dont ask me why, i also dont know.
maybe is because at the age of twenty, i m considered to be an adult. a fully grown adult !
and i have to pay for everything with my own money, no more pocket money, and i need to contribute for my family fund.... omg !
haiz !!!
3 more years to go !
i mus enjoy my life now !!!!
usually i will feel very excited and happy when on 14 dec.
but until now, i still dont have the feeling that tml is my birthday !
maybe i have grown to be more mature.
birthday is jus another day for me ?
no no no no !
birthday is still a very special day !
only once in a year !
the day which u will recieve lots of wishes and presents !
yupp !
a bit excited now !
hahahaahs.
lucky until now i still dun have white hair or wrinkle !
hahahas.
hope tt they will nvr find me !
hee hee !
going pulau ubin tml !
i know there are some who dont like to go pulau ubin but i really really want to go there since very long ago !!
nvm... =(
happy birthday eve to me !
all thanks to friends and gossipgirl !
i m going to kill dara.
she is the one who introduced me friends and gossipgirl.
#%$#%$^
lalalalalas. ....
haish.
i m going to be one yr older after a few hours time.
sometimes i hope tt i can be older but sometimes i wish to be younger.
.......................
i jus dun wan to be older than 20 !
dont ask me why, i also dont know.
maybe is because at the age of twenty, i m considered to be an adult. a fully grown adult !
and i have to pay for everything with my own money, no more pocket money, and i need to contribute for my family fund.... omg !
haiz !!!
3 more years to go !
i mus enjoy my life now !!!!
usually i will feel very excited and happy when on 14 dec.
but until now, i still dont have the feeling that tml is my birthday !
maybe i have grown to be more mature.
birthday is jus another day for me ?
no no no no !
birthday is still a very special day !
only once in a year !
the day which u will recieve lots of wishes and presents !
yupp !
a bit excited now !
hahahaahs.
lucky until now i still dun have white hair or wrinkle !
hahahas.
hope tt they will nvr find me !
hee hee !
going pulau ubin tml !
i know there are some who dont like to go pulau ubin but i really really want to go there since very long ago !!
nvm... =(
happy birthday eve to me !
what we could have been, 4:36 PM.
Monday, December 8, 2008
gosh ! i cannot concentrate at all !
laptop in front of me and my lecture notes on my lap.
is still at the first page after few hours !
spent my time watching friends and gossipgirls !
oh god ! i mus concentrate !
tml is INPH test ! pls study ! u r not going to fail !
i m so distracted !
tml is wx's bdae and i haven even bought his gift !
gosh !
i m not a good gf. dun judge me !
haiz.... so many things not done and i can still blog.
....................
i m going to switch off my laptop !
yes !
i m going to !
no more gossipgirls !
INPH INPH INPH !
bye bye !
LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !
laptop in front of me and my lecture notes on my lap.
is still at the first page after few hours !
spent my time watching friends and gossipgirls !
oh god ! i mus concentrate !
tml is INPH test ! pls study ! u r not going to fail !
i m so distracted !
tml is wx's bdae and i haven even bought his gift !
gosh !
i m not a good gf. dun judge me !
haiz.... so many things not done and i can still blog.
....................
i m going to switch off my laptop !
yes !
i m going to !
no more gossipgirls !
INPH INPH INPH !
bye bye !
LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !
what we could have been, 5:35 PM.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
some photos in malaysia !
i know i m suppose to study for my ct but nvm ......
At genting :
i know i m suppose to study for my ct but nvm ......
At genting :
the entrance ! it is so crowded on tt day and we are lucky as we dunnid to purchase tickets !
it is so cold tt day and look at the mist ! is raining at the same time.
went to the chocolate factory ! is so cute inside ! remind me of charlie and the chocolate factory ! i love it !
my cousin,jane, and my little brother ! i even teach them how to pose !
overview of the whole theme park.
the chair is still wet and tt explain why they are squating. my bro gave tt nasty look. lol. ' i m not going to snatch away ur cheese hotdog ! '
while waiting for the ride ! lol. my sisters, brother and cousins.
i love this photo ! is beautiful !
trying to act cool again !
we are eating our cup noodles inside an antique bus ! cool !
hahas. my brother covered his eyes throughout the ghost ride. lol. still pretend to be brave !
baby cousin hao hao ! he look lyk an angel. only when he is asleep.
ok the naughty boy is awake.
xiang xiang and le le !
trying to act cute so tt i will gave him vanilla shake.
hahas. act shuai again ! buay tahan him ah !
baby yixuan ! she is only one yr old ! she is so cute right !!!! she will call u jie jie in her very sweet voice that make u melt ! hahahs. love her so much !
so throughout the whole malaysia trip, i m surrounded by all these cute babies. hahahs.
i should join guiyen in early childhood ! haish.
wat m i doing in pharmacy science!!!???
what we could have been, 10:27 PM.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
i m happy once again !
hahahas.
today is not a bad day after all !
koonlay and peiling smsed me and said they miss me !
although koonlay sent to everyone ! she is so random !
but they really cheered me up !
at least i know they are ppl out there actually miss me !
hahahas.
i had friends !
really love all the girls ! they are all my darlings !!
and wx actually said tt he will try to eat veggie after my birthday !
hahahas.
miracles happen everyday !
yay !
a happy girl again !
i m not so good at being emo...
:)
hahahas.
today is not a bad day after all !
koonlay and peiling smsed me and said they miss me !
although koonlay sent to everyone ! she is so random !
but they really cheered me up !
at least i know they are ppl out there actually miss me !
hahahas.
i had friends !
really love all the girls ! they are all my darlings !!
and wx actually said tt he will try to eat veggie after my birthday !
hahahas.
miracles happen everyday !
yay !
a happy girl again !
i m not so good at being emo...
:)
what we could have been, 10:38 PM.
just having normal conversation with my sister, the sec three one, last night.
suddenly she popped up tt question, ' do u know there is any abortion centre ? '
i jumped up from my chair ! shock ! ' WHY?! '
' my friend got pregnant and was asking me but how will i know ? she don't want her parents to know about it. '
so relieved to hear tt !
so i was telling her tt her fren can go and do it in hospital without parents' consent.
she said her fren know about it already and going to do it the next day.
a 14 yr old girl has to undergo abortion !
is such a pathetic case.
why why why ?!!!
jus imagine tt it was my sister who experience all these... i will be so sad !
i bet her parents will be sad if they know that...
my sis is not in a good sch and she said tt many of her frens are from single parent families.
one of her frens even has a mum tt married 4 times ! and she kept on changing dads.
tt is so ridiculous !
i m glad tt i have a wonderful family, although quarrel sometimes.
i think sometimes family background affect the child life.
pray tt the girl will be alright.
the baby is so innocent.
he/she want to come to this world so much but she had take away his/her life.
pray tt the baby will go to heaven and enjoy his/her life there.
everyone !
please do not have pre marital sex if u are not ready !
u can have plenty of sex after u are married !!!
even wearing condom also not 100% safe ! is only 97 % !
no more abortion please !
suddenly she popped up tt question, ' do u know there is any abortion centre ? '
i jumped up from my chair ! shock ! ' WHY?! '
' my friend got pregnant and was asking me but how will i know ? she don't want her parents to know about it. '
so relieved to hear tt !
so i was telling her tt her fren can go and do it in hospital without parents' consent.
she said her fren know about it already and going to do it the next day.
a 14 yr old girl has to undergo abortion !
is such a pathetic case.
why why why ?!!!
jus imagine tt it was my sister who experience all these... i will be so sad !
i bet her parents will be sad if they know that...
my sis is not in a good sch and she said tt many of her frens are from single parent families.
one of her frens even has a mum tt married 4 times ! and she kept on changing dads.
tt is so ridiculous !
i m glad tt i have a wonderful family, although quarrel sometimes.
i think sometimes family background affect the child life.
pray tt the girl will be alright.
the baby is so innocent.
he/she want to come to this world so much but she had take away his/her life.
pray tt the baby will go to heaven and enjoy his/her life there.
everyone !
please do not have pre marital sex if u are not ready !
u can have plenty of sex after u are married !!!
even wearing condom also not 100% safe ! is only 97 % !
no more abortion please !
what we could have been, 9:49 PM.
suddenly got a sense of loneliness.
pardon me for being so random. :(
lonely... i m so lonely.....
can anyone tell me who are my true friends ?
pardon me for being so random. :(
lonely... i m so lonely.....
can anyone tell me who are my true friends ?
what we could have been, 1:00 PM.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
hi everyone.
i m back from malaysia.
my body is back but my mind still wonder in malaysia.
i miss my baby cousins !
all of them are so cute !!!
i shall post their photos soon !
hahahs.
so moody.....
not in the mood to study.
common test is coming !
haish........
i m so sorry tt i miss peiling and fion birthday !
i m so so so sorry !!!
is last min decision to go malaysia.
my whole family went and i dun wan to be alone at home.
so sorry !
i m not a very good friend..... :(
no mood to post le. bye bye.
i m back from malaysia.
my body is back but my mind still wonder in malaysia.
i miss my baby cousins !
all of them are so cute !!!
i shall post their photos soon !
hahahs.
so moody.....
not in the mood to study.
common test is coming !
haish........
i m so sorry tt i miss peiling and fion birthday !
i m so so so sorry !!!
is last min decision to go malaysia.
my whole family went and i dun wan to be alone at home.
so sorry !
i m not a very good friend..... :(
no mood to post le. bye bye.
what we could have been, 10:24 PM.
