I dont know what make me feel like writing on blog.
In the past, I will feel like writing one because I am depressed or because I am too high.
But today, I jus feel normal. Nth special, except my injured feet.

There is always sth inside me that i wanted to share but dont know how to share and who to share with. I know I have alot of great friends around me that I trust and talk to, but it is really hard to open my heart and reveal myself. Sometimes I dont know whether I am acting all along or being my true self.. Maybe I never know which part of me is true, which one is fake..

I m crapping now.. Excited about the Thai trip ! Hope tt everything goes well.. After the trip, much more things waiting for me to settle.. How am I suppose to tell them ? Will they understand ? Nvm.. See how it goes..

Bye bye !

Jus read some of my old posts. I wonder how i managed to crap so much here.
Actually i have a dramatic day.. but of course i m not going to share here. *daniel tan an ye is stalking me* lol.
I will tell u all when i have the chance.

I really think tt i m a terrible girl.. haish. nvm...
I shall be as terrible as i can.
I m not going to change anyway..
Bye.

I am suppose to post something here.. bcos i know i still have readers ard. hahahs. STOP STALKING ME !
I dont know what to post.
Just to let u all know tt i love u ! tt all !
I will post when i have sth interesting n can share here. =)

Just watched sex and the city after dwled it for so long.
Love the shoes, the bags and the dresses !!

when I was a child, I always think that I will get married at 20 plus.
I will have the greatest wedding !
Wearing my beautiful wedding gown, and everyone will envy me !
Fairytale life with my husband. Become tai tai.
We will have 2 kids. named xalvadora and xavier.
We will travel around the world, hand in hand.
Our kids will be good boy and good girl.
Then he will retired and enjoy life.

Two years back, I want to be like Carrie.
Getting married only after 30.
Have good career, able to earn lot of money and buy good things for myself.
I still want a grand wedding !
Imagine I got 10 plus bridemides ! I will have tough time choosing my bride of honour.
* actually i secretly made my choice on who going to be my bride of honour. heex*
After married, I still want my job.
I must prepared that he will dump me one day.
No more perfect marriage nowadays !
2 years after marriage I will have one kid. still named xalvadora and xavier.
Then the stories continue.....

Now, today, I want to be samantha.
I dont wan to get married.
But i wan to be forever in love.
I still want a grand wedding ! maybe a wedding alone ?
Then i will adopt a kid at the age of 40.

hahahas.
I m too free to think of all these !!
I always change my plan !

can someone kindly tell me and constantly reminding me the definition of study week ?!!
I m totally in holiday mood now.
ever since friday until now, i haven even touch any of my lecture notes !!
k box with dara and pl, ng nuo nuo's birthday.....
busy busy busy busy. lol.

i m still very tired after staying over at nuo nuo's house !!
I slept for 12 hours last night but still very tired !!
nuo nuo's birthday is fun !!
buddy hoagies, ice cream, k box and cam whoring...
I wont go to other k box outlets anymore !!
jurong safra is the best choice !!
tt place is retro and nice...
they got the touch screen menu !!! FUN !!
the staffs are so FRIENDLY !!
the manager even gave us a free cake ! so nice can tt be !!
and is not those small small one !
LOVE THAT PLACE !!
first time tried their house vodka with spirte. not bad but i dont dare to finish them..
my face is already very red after few sips.
hahahass.

okok ! i have to start my revision now !! bye bye !
later still have to go koonlay's birthday celebration !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING !!

I just did the colourgenic test after reading peiling'sblog.
It is so accurate !!

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

all of you should go and try it !!

I m not going to post my result here.
why must i let the whole world * ok maybe not whole world, but ppl who read my blog* know the true side of me?
All of you just have to know the 'ewen' that you know, you see, you touch, you hear.
I cannot change your view of me.
I m just a terrible girl.

The result actually tell me the problems that i had been avoiding.
And I still choose to continue to avoid.
Dont make me face my problems please.
I just want to run away from them until i forget, until i accept, until i give up.

Just go and do the test if u have the gut to face yourself. =)

i know i m suppose to study now but i always have to urge to post when i m not suppose to.
my stupid brain keep on telling me to do sth else except study.
i really want to give up studying !!
but what can i do other then studying ?
i dont like to work....

i m unhappy now !
i think i m walking on the wrong path.
i think i m just imagining.
i think i m wrong.

ok. no one can understand me.

ignore me.

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